该金科玉律 或随机应变，
该见义勇为 又怕都此一举，
那是画龙点睛 还是画蛇添足呢？

boring boring boring...

mum: Why so weird uh u, sick uh?

yea...lovesick:x

你的电脑坏了，我什麽也做不到...ZzZ

missing you...

(missing you is an understatement)

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ahhh....thats more like it:]
haha:x

ps.get well soon, electric brain(电脑)
ps,ps.很想很想 有些人sia.
ps,ps,ps.13 days more;]

:(

thanks westwood for making the worst 3 weeks of my life.


你这样就走，你知道我有多少东西要跟你说吗？

ha.'i've done enough now to know that beautiful thins don't always stay that way'

我很想你，你呢？



看不见你的笑要我怎么睡得着

知道你的电话我却打不到

gotta do this thingy due to reasons (unknown to me) it appeared with my name on
Cindy's and XuanJun's blog
(ok...i'm bored:x haha)



Name 20 people.
1. Azaad
2. Jamal
3. Cindy
4. Allan
5. LiShwen
6. Fauzi
7. Belle
8. HuiMun
9. ZhiHui
10. Joyce
11. Pamela
12. Joel
13. JiaYuan
14. HongWei
15. XueYi
16. Angelica
17. Amelia
18. XuanJun
19. BeePing
20. Gina

1) How did you meet 15? (XueYi)
school:] i cannot remember exactly how:x

2) Do you love 5? (LiShwen)
yea;] as a friend of course

3) What happens if 1 goes out with 20? (Azaad & Gina)
quite,very,probably
impossible:x
but would glad tha enjoy the show:]


4) Have you bathed with 13? (JiaYuan)
Not in my living memory

5) Have you slapped 16's butt?(Angelica)
haha...NO!
(Daniel's looking...haha)


6) If 19 propose to you will you accept?(BeePing)
no ba...haha

7) If 10 left you suddenly and went with 17, what will you do?(Joyce & Amelia)
laugh and...laugh!

8) Would you die for 14? (HongWei)
depends:]

9) Do you think 12 is a hottie? (Joel)
Among the girls...YES!

10) Do you think 2 is wooing 18? (Jamal & XuanJun)
no?

11) What do you think of 7?(Belle)
Innocent but a nice girl:]

12) Do you have a crush on 3 before? (Cindy)
No:]

13) If 4 likes 9 but 9 likes you, what will you do?(Allan & ZhiHui)
Ignore?
but would love to stay for the war tht's rising:x

14) What will you do if 8 has cancer? (HuiMun)
Ask her go take the 解药 from 有些人:x

15) If 11 buys a bra for 6, what colour would it be? (Pamela & Fauzi)
LOL!! haha:]
maybe white?
or a luminous one:x
haha...kidding:x

Today
school's as usual,
boring...
(sigh)
didn sleep the whole of last night:x
for once was so sensitive to my fone vibration for msg:]
haha...woke up at once cox of...
haha(dun think too much:])
anyways...its really boring my life is:x
without you is worst
get well soon com


ps.14 days tha go:]
ps,ps.where art thou...
ps,ps,ps.misses misses misses misses misses misses misses

Ytd
aft finishing my geo...
was showing signs of dropping *dead* onto my bed alr
but i think my soul is busy visting someone's dream:x
was staring at the boring white ceiling for a whole flat 1 hour!
>:/
hahas...but nvm(haha;])
as predicted uh
always nvr mind de
(sigh!)



Today
ho ho ho!!
haha...tdy...hmms...boring leh...
for school it is really...half of the time was somewhere else:]
i mean the soul not the body (didn pon class relax)
but however...went movies:]

change of plan haha:]
with Fauzi HongWei Azaad and yea...me
went ViVo HSM3:D
had two empty sits beside me:x
felt so so so so so so so weird!
(dun ask me why:])
then since all of us are sitting at our far-away-from-each-other-free-seating seats,
all gave diff stunts by showing how creative they are by sitting in a cinema:x
the show was quite nice?
ok...too humble:x haha...
near great:]
watching the show got a lot of 感想...
hmmm....haha!
then...
..lame-ed(not exactly me:]) all the way on the way back...haha!
ya! did i miss-ed wad we did before the show starts?
haha! saw the Sony roadshow,
hence went and had a look(planned to)
then saw my dream laptop,
actually wanna go makan alr...but just nice the PS3 got in our way...
hahaha...played NBA for like nearly 1 hour?
i think more than that...cox three games total:x
haha...wanna noe the results?
xP

anyways...it was fun:]


ps,am I thinking too much?the fear of it to turn out to me all a joke again

if all of this is just a dream, i really dun mind waking up
but somehow if all of this is a lie, dun tell me the truth.please.

boring!
tdy is so so so so so boring...
haiyo
my life is really getting worst:x
now is lik pplss pulling me at both sides
thn holiday stillgot hw...
sian!
freaking irritating mum i have...
hoping that i would not bring another innocent life into these world of suffering:]


ps.too much of a good thing is a bad thing
ps.ps.school's way too much of a bore w/o u
ps.ps.ps.dun think too much;]

我不是孤独的小丑
你笑了之后 不需要记得我
但是能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
你却连同情都不给
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

mixed feeling:x

终于真正的明白你的感受:]

misses misses misses...
haiz haiz haiz...
ha ha ha!

ok...i actually nth tha blog alr:x sian sia...!!
tml got sch...
sobsob..
haha!
sort of anticipating it?
idk idk idk!
haha!!
byes ppl

ps.just drop by pls...tag or not up tha you:] just come often!

pre-blogged this ytd...
interesting lyrics thats in the song...

reading the past conversations...
:]
thanks for everything!
and well...also
sorry for almost everything:x
somehow u nvr failed to put back the smile to where it suppose to be:]
谢谢

in this world full of changes and possibility...
能让我遇见你,:]
已经很不可思议了.

ps. ah-shwen is missed!
ps.ps.you are missed too:] (dun jealous)

;]

haiz haiz haiz...
i very irritating uh?
(sigh)
dunno wad tha say...
just another gloomy day...
at first a lot of things wanna blog de so i am here...but on second thoughts...
(ppl reading)
forget it hai shi bu yao blog those things better


ps.u care,pls show? 因为这样...我很辛苦...

just 20 minutes ago,
a westwoodian(a guy from 4F) got knocked down by a cab
as the rain wash his blood off,
he can only lie there waiting for the ambulance
his condition is really serious...
hope that he will be alright...
the o'level that he prepared for so long is here and this tragic accident happen to him...
God bless...

ps. life's so fragile, treasure ur loved once before its too late.

haha:] nice uh the song:]
ok...today last day of school sad...
still gort three weeks tha go...sobsob
bu yong jing!
polyclinic is always open for me:]
sch is boring sia...!

dun think so much siangyee!
ok...tdy not bad...all the scolding seesion i was sleeping:x (opps!)
haha...thn the OCU
maybe did too much of tht thn lost its fun le ba:]
but luckily allan the lamer ish there...haha...
thn plus all our crap thn damn funny!
haha...shhh...some are R21 de;]
thn went basketball...
saw ROYSTON vs BRANDONTAN...
not bad not bad...everytime i turn behind i see brandon wif the ball:x
thn went Floravale:]
they swam i didn
before that went cycling while waiting:]
so quite a fun day:]
thx lamosss!

ps.missing missing missing you...to think 2 months w/o u...:x

didn went to school today.so who did noticed?nvm...

ps.到底还要等多久呢？

yes yes yes:]]
got my Jay album lo!!:] haha...

a interesting day:]
first of all,
i was late...
irritating Om...run run run...
then the rehearsal for the brunei thing cancelled:]]
thn went JP tha get my album:]
then went to timonty hse tha blast the music:]
thn went back school...
then went cycle:]
then saw tis

even a small animal is fighting for life,
who am i to give up or even end my life?

aft that went basketball:]

nice nice day it was ytd:]]
haha...
went out wif Jamal, Azaad, Adzin(?), Jaz, Ashrul, Haikel, Timonty:]]
wherever there's Jamal there will be laughter:]
he wore the nice smart shirt he just bought and behave so lamely...haha...damn funny
:]
after that adzin parents treat us for dinner:]
thx uh!
eat till damn full when we went in lik hungry ghost...
thn a lot of funny things happen...shhh...
haha!
town indeed the place where the 'real' siangyee is
while the fake one stays at the boring school:x
haha:]



anyways...

thx and thx and thx to NgLiShwen:]
thx for chatting wif me one whole day:]
thx for your compliments:]
lastly, thx for the promise uh:]

ps. stay happy ppl:]

1 good news
1 bad one

the good news is going town tdy:]
the bad one...(nt really bad la...)
haha...ah-shwen de blog close le...

ok...i bored thn wanna blog thn discover i nth tha blog:x
but, however, anyway, therefore, thus, in conclusion!
later back liao thn blog:x
hehe...

just 给我一首歌的时间 好吗？




怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

tdy quite a nice one:]
started wif PE...
missing mr Chris...
aft the change of teacher,
PE is no longer have the attraction of it alr:x
but....
got our results back:]]
haha did improved as promised:]
hehe...finally pulled my chinese from hell alr...
and also expectedly failed POA:x
just hope that add in the semester one thn will pass all(excerpt POA)
thn jiu can get a lappy:]]
yea!! haha...

开心的过每一天，
应为你开心也得过一天，
伤心也得过每一天，
所以不如开心一点。

ps. 加油;]

for the first day of many...
went home w/o basketball and ;]
haha...
anyway..went JP makan:]
no la...the real intention is to get my Jay album:X
but sadly...haven arrive of finish?
idk...
(just received a call that saturday thn have...ZzZ)
but..ate at LJS
that guy gave me an extra piece of chicken;]
why uh...why so good...haha
cox u handsome ma
haha...kidding:x
anyway...
ppl who are sick/ill/love sick/injury from love(including me:D)
get well soon :]]

thx for tis song jamal ;]
got back most of my results tdy?
sadded...
forget it...life w/o mao is such a bore...

some things...no matter how hard you try...
result: try harder...

>>>除此之外<<<

"除此之外 非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在
不会走开"

:]



tis interesting conversationg came up tdy:]
SiangYee:Should i give up?
BeePing:If you really like her thn jiu 不要放弃!
SiangYee:但是“希望越大 失望越大”lei...

in azaad's hse now:]
ok...lets face it...all the previous post are crap:]
just tht my hse de enviroment make me emo...:C
haha anywayssssss
EXAMS ARE OVER:]]]]]
haha...
HAHA!!!
xDDDDD
suddenly miss...
just biked;]
missed the feeling of the wind blowing right into my face:]
haha...
lie-ed on the bed for 2 solid hours...roll and roll...yawn and yawn...cannot believe i am still awake...the image the scene the things you do the glances you steal...why why why...the actions contradicting your words...but actions are suppose to be louder than words...but i'm afraid say to disagree as word are a powerful weapon...
"when you look me in the eyes...i catch a glimpse of heaven...I find my paradise:]"

ps.tell me wad u thinking neh:x

'How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.'
(wad happen when the light is gone...will i be thrown back to darkness?)





du du du~~;]


你举手一抬头 你说选我选我
手上索又挣脱 你那一脸迷惑
吹个风稍一扫 那硬币坚实重
一鞠躬 那掌声拍的凶......
手将串轻轻握 接着换手移动
给短暂一个梦 压抑中有笑容
手中牌不缺不拿汉堡
放了那就拿牛仔帽
你永远都猜不着。
每当我在他成眼中淡定漂浮
你就在底下偷偷指我的包袱
等待白咖啡熟 再将爱说清楚 喔
阿 ding i ding 心想傻事 让鼓点把爱放释
我手法静止iern不知 累一百分的支持
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以他小丑 我是大师..

你举手一抬头 你说选我选我
我将牌换颜色 变出你的选择
将自由的mission 变不见 不稀奇
101变不见才惊喜
手摊开 帽子里 总能空手出牌 （啊屁啦）
不管接不上牌 总能窃瓢回来（怎么可能）
手中牌不缺不拿汉堡
放了那就拿牛仔帽
你永远都猜不着。
不要问我什么才是真的
我变给你看你看清才是真的
以为我是为何 我只想你快乐

啊 ding i ding 心想傻事 让鼓点把爱放释
我手法静止iern不知 累一百分的支持
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以他小丑 我是大师

du i du 心想傻事 让鼓点把爱放释
我手法静止iern不知 累一百分的支持
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以 不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了
ding i ding 心想傻事 让鼓点把爱放释
我手法静止iern不知 累一百分的知识
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以他小丑 我是大师

i really dunno how my mum can be a mum...
forget it...
flunk all...

ps.问题是在这个树林，我再也早不到另一个同样的树了...
ps.ps.IF you see me dying and you ask me not to die...
you hould had known me well enuff that i wunt come alive for someone who wan me to because i am their friend(thx for the effort though)
ps.ps.ps.if i am dead now...i will have abosolutely no regrets wadsoever



"付出感情太多
原来多情人
总被伤的最重"

today had math paper:]
quite ok la:x
but 2 qns die...
skip that thn aft that went play basketball
while waiting for jamal
all thx to Fauzi bike...
my leg bled...
thn went mac
mcflurry(!)
thn went gekpoh bball court played another match
started to rain...
ran to KFC
and my poor Crumpler...
wet!!

tml POA Physics
damn lots of luck needed...
lady luck please shine on ME:]


i am so so so so dizzy now...
wa...after so many phyics formula...
POA seems so much easier...
can't they just give a formula sheet?
chinese is so much easier...:x
back to POA...ZzZ
(for the bet of azaad)
*evil grins*

had chem and chinese paper today
for once i 'ave higher hopes on my chinese than science:x
anyway...IT's OVER! :]
so only hopes left
:Physics
POA(rmb the bet azaad:))
Math!:]
Geography:]

Stucked!
stucked in between...
tired...
damn tired of all tis guesswork
wad you meant or just a friend?
cant i just have a peep in ur brain?
or please tell me wad u plan


ps.guessing is really making me mad
ps.ps.tried to study but nth gets in x.x

ps.天灰灰会不会让我忘了你是谁？

somehow...
somewhere...
sometime...
someway...
tell me will you?
everytime i see you
脸上就会不知不觉地笑了
but even so who noes wads inside
way down inside
maybe i was wrong
maybe hes right
so wad if i apologise now?
maybe you are right
and im too stubborn
to pull it thru
thx thn...
'These two things that i want t say t you, sorry & thankyou. It's not worth it for you to do those things.. & waste time on me. Seriously, sorry :x '

ps./ps.before i threw my cards in...any last words?
ps. when someday i'll be gone...willyoueventhinkof...me?

有时，我们天天所看到，所听见，所在乎我们的人， 会不会下一秒就这样再也不会出现在你我之中了呢？

不要等到失去后才后悔当时没有好好的珍惜对方因为到了那时已尽太迟了

back m'I
first of all the most impt thing. first
hey ding dong
a good long frend you had been
but sorry to say
a blur one u are
i really hope
that you will think
twice or even thrice
you really desearve better
much more better
for a kind gal lik you pls...
sorry for being a busybody you might say
but i hate to see another get 'played'




ytd was english paper...
a killer paper...
suppose i will fail cox i have plenty of time left:x
looking right and left and caught many funny scences:x
still got so meany more paper yet to come...
really hope tht it will be over fast
and hope to get good results too...
just hope so...
shld stop here i suppose:x

ps. was here out of boredom:x and takecares ppl;)