Got my new iPod:D
damn nice...
wooots!

anyways, dunno wad tha post ,
then tagged by jelly tha do tis damn long quiz:/

Rules of the quiz.
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B. Tag 9 people to do this quiz and those who had been tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.
C. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

(do at your own will neh:x)
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)
9)

1. What have you been doing recently?
Sleep, online, play, sleep, eat:]

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yea, when it go haywire:x

3. What happened at 10am today?
in my dad's car to Expo:]

4. When did you last cry?
dunno eh

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah.

6. What do you want in your life now?
A freaking nice O'level cert:]

7. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
no?

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope

9. What was the last movie you caught?
Rush Hour 3:]
watched it again due to ulltimate boredom

10. Does the person know you like him/her?
dunno

11. NO QUESTIONS...
...

12. Do you speak languages other than English?
yea yea...

13. Favourite websites?
nope, no particular ones

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
POA lesson, the rest depends on fate.

15. What do you think you are like?
dunno lah:/

16. Who would you choose to die with?
If i can chose, i dun wanna die:x

17. Where have you been today?
Expo, home, Aunt's workplace, kopitiam, toilet, bla bla...

18. What game(s) do you play often?
guessing games, got forced into it, often

19. Who are you missing right now?
You, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you and finally, YOU! -panting...-

20. If you have to choose between friend and love, which one would you choose?
both:D

21. What are you doing now?
Doing this quiz thanks to Jelly...

22. Which primary school were you from?
West Grove Primary School.

23. Name 3 colours you like.
Black, white, blue.

24. What emotions do you like to show?
dunno:x

25. What is life to you?
living it to the fullest:],
for its here for a purpose.

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
flood it down:x,
easier said than done uh

27. Who did you last chat on MSN today?
no one.
poor thing uh:x

28. Who do you admire most?
dunno:]

29. Which month were you born in?
July:]]

30. How ya feeling right now?
happy, sian-ed by tis:/

31. What is the time now?
10pm

32. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is like?
skinny:x, lammmmmmmme......ok, its quite unfair saying tht, damn damn damn damn lame!

33. What colour do you use to dye your hair?
brown?golden?:]

34. Why are you doing this quiz?
cox of jelly!:/
stop reminding me why i am doin this

35. What do you do when you're moody?
-

36. At which state you want to get married?
in a state where...i dunno eh:x not sure.

37. Who is more important to you?
er..., you, you, you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,ya , lazy to include the rest, you noe who you are:]

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
bid goodbye to everyone's house, while flying to see Jay Chou real life, before, telling you wad i really meant, and go burn WWSS down:D by tht time i think i will have bout a few hours left?then if you respone aint so nice, i think i will end it faster:]

39. Who is/are the people you trust most?
you,(...) you noe who you are lah...haha

40. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Sure:]

41. If you had a dream come true, what would it be?
haha, it wunt.

42. What is your goal for this year?
Finish my holiday assignments and have a wonderful Christmas.:]
(same as jelly de:])

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yep

44. What feelings you love the most?
happy:]] satisfied, and...

45. Do you really think it's global warming now?
Yes. dun kill the trees>:/

46. What feelings do you hate most?
Heartache, heartache, heartache, sadness?

47. Do you like doing quizzes?
depends:]

48. Do you believe in God?
Yea

49. Who cares for you the most?
dunno?
tell me if you do:]

50. What do you think are the most important things in your life?
You, the will tha let me live, Air, to keep me alive:], Friends, there for me:]

51. What will you bring in a fight?
Betty chaw! hahas:x kidding.
my fone:]
an AK,
maybe a parang, lend from jelly:x

52. What have you regretted in your whole life?
many Many Many things.

53. What do you do if nobody cares for you any longer?
dunno dunno

54. What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-time you?
dunno, like that lo, can do wad sia.

55. How do you feel now?
Tired? sian:x

7 hrs to tha competition, hahas, good luck.
yaWnnnnn,
feeling weird eh?
haha:x
i wanna go out, i dun wanna stuck here.
homework never look better haha, xz...yea?
It looks downcast outside.
Or its just me and my eyes, my glasses.
hahaha...who cares~



heyyo,
just wanna share wad I trip by yo;]
eNjoy

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKS!
I so so so hate this so-near-yet-so-far feeling!

sigh?
haiyo, sigh where got use.

anyways, i HATE nextchill:x
my throat...zZzZz...
kinda better alr:]

:)

still dun feel lik doing hw.
:I

hahahahahahaha...
not fun one,
kinda predicted this alr loh...

2 more days to the competition, choristers.
3 more days to my iPod(hopefully).
4 more days to the next POA lesson.
5 more days to my next free day:x, hopefully.
6 days later, I wan go East Coast park, I wan cycle.
7 days later! the movie release of BOLT:]
8 month to my birthday:D





我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过.

ps.why all this avoidings?

11, 4 days.
Its been long since I last have it.
I doubt its an addiction,
more of something i cannot live w/o.
But i suppose I should get used to it,
they are just wad I'm not suppose to have.
Every night,
I dunno why,
It would just come up to my mind.
Then, the first thing I'd do when i wake up,
check my msg-es,
dun wan you to be alone when you need someone the most.
Then, coming to think of it,
:)
i wunt be the first person that would come up to ur mind if you need someone ba:)




我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走

dunno wad tha blog eh:x
choir flying off tdy:)/:(
hahas,
left a lot of holiday hw to do neh:[
anyways,
think Prague would be quite very fun:/
youssss, will be missed, hahas
alright, dunno wad tha do tml alr:x
yay! goin IT show on sunday:DDD
10 days lo,
x.x
haiyo, jiayous on ur medicine eating:x
get well soon!
paiseh,
random:x
takecares for those who are sick and travelling!

just back from work :)/:(
sigh,
i am lik so cmi can?
alamak:x
nvm:]
smile yea smile:]

not fair!
u put all my fave songs >:/
i planning tha put de neh
suddenly 夜曲 suddenly 自恋
u where not happy!
hahas...kidding...

feeel so so so dead now, inside out,
因为你我爱上夜的黑， 像达着无人地铁。。。
poooof!
the cracks in there, just can hope, it wunt shatter now.

我每次都不要紧，不要紧。但现在连我也不知道是不是真的不要紧了。我一直告诉我自己是不可能的，也许是我的野心吧。haiz, someone, help?

cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough
shoo can?

;)

bang!





i want you!
gotta save save save:]
went JP tha get azaad's Prague things,
then meet jamal:]
went Paragon:]
had a hard time deciding on wad colour of his crumpler,
then decided on the red one:]
the colour is real nice,
but he kip insisting it dun suit him
but nvm:]
he ended up wif it:]
thn went to Sony Gallery:]
Jamal played the PS3 there,
thn we had a look around,
the laptops are cool:]
then went iStudio:D
had time wif the iPod NANO:]
cool cool cool!
shake shake~
hahas...i was skaking it to try it out,
but the sales guy came and say i am too gentle wif it alr:x
haha...must shake more vigourously!
haha:x
really saving hard to get tht:]
i think 8gb will do:]

sore throat, cough shooo!

woke up at around 2.30pm today:x
also didn realised the time:x
working on sat:]
hope everything will be fine.
just remember-ed, a whole loads of shity holiday homework is chasing me.
kinda hate it though,
also remember-ed, next year sec4 alr, O's is here...
:[
sigh...with so many things coming up,
i think i SHOULD enjoy my holidays:]
haha...also my Christmas:]
and my sleep:x
:]
ppl say, count your blessings.
but everytime i count mine, i dunno where to put you, a blessing?
sigh...come back and make things clear soon alright?
:/
cut-ed my hair:x
not sure if i am happy with it:xxxxx
missing you loads.

backkkkkkkkk.
back from a very wonderful nice cool harmonious camp:]
cam nice, its like the WHOLE of NCC together:]
had meaningful lessons,
had also pranks:]
haha...shhh...
seems lik we work damn well tgt when we prank ppl:x
haha...
chatted with Lishwen on e first night:D ,
(I felt so close but you were far away:])
sms-ed Amelia, Belle, Rachael,Xiu Zhen, Hui Mun:x
(opps, now thn realise all girls:x)
had headache on the second day:x
Faisal slept over the second night...
sian:x
but anyways, I am BACK:]

Xiu Zhen, as promised, will teach you how tha play:]
JiaYous uh:]

Belle, haiyo..ignore your mum la:]

ps. i will not forget, the instance you said no, happy?
ps.ps.谢了
ps.ps.ps.THANKS Amelia:]

Went cycling wif azaad
went a carpark near Jp de library:]
it was like drizzling?
played with the fire hose:]
haha...
(i found out how to operate it first :D)
thn play play alr...
climbed up this!

and heres the fantastic view we had:] (dun jealous hahaha!)

Yesterday

Had my first job for the first time:x
my first manager damn suck sia...
talk i also dun understand:x
thn say wad go get smt...
thn i ask where thn he just say go find
so wad can?
budden nvm luckily change manager:x
haha...this guy damn funny and nice...
quite nice la...but stress:x
best part of it,
the kitchen
soooo WOW!
freaking hot la...
budden, the sound and everything is lik the engine room of titanic,
the oven everything,
and damn slippery...
shall end here:]

ps.dye or not to dye?
ps.ps.camp from tml to wed, miss me kaes:]
ps.ps.ps.'baby wunt you tell me why, there is sadness in your eyes'

-sore throat cough-

dunno eh dunno eh...
my life uh...(sigh)
not being pessimistic or wad...
very boring sia
nowhere to go:x
next monday camp sia...
haiz...doubt it will have any diff to my life la
but,
different song, have various meaning,
no matter hows the tune, the lyrics counts,
as it beings forth the meaning or wad the singer wans to say,
therefore, i am just like a song without lyrics,
meaningless.







风在长满青苔的屋顶
嘲笑我的伤心
像一口没有水的枯井

~

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间

~

我会发着呆 然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年 妳温柔的脸
在我忘记之前

~

我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖
我很快就离开
久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔

ps.6

你的笑你的快乐　或许我爱太多想太多
我能感受　他比我适合
怎么了　你累了
说好的　幸福呢
我懂了　不说了
爱淡了　梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
就是开不了口 让她知道
我一定会呵护著你 也逗你笑
你对我有多重要 我后悔没让你知道
我就是开不了口，
所以再远远的看着你
想笑　来伪装掉下的眼泪
我只求　能借一点的时间来陪　
你却连同情都不给
想哭　来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界　好像只有我疲惫
天灰灰　会不会　让我忘了你是谁
抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去
被顺时针的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
粗心的眼泪是多余
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连爱你都要你决定
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

let music take the place,
i doubt i can win the race
i dun even noe its pace
my feelings, complicates,
even if i have the ace,
tell me,
wad can i do next.








ps._______?or wad?
ps.ps.Strangers are just family you had yet to come to know.

eventful day it was.
started off with a boring lit lsn...
thn, math,
deceided where the class gathering will be at and wad we will do.
BBQ:]
but dunno at where yet,
but will be confirmed tml:]
hopefully in sentosa:]
then, the 3E poa studen ts are supposed to have detention till 5,
cox Gerry pon lesson ytd...
damn suck rite?
10 30am,
Social studies...
still same...boring:x
then aft that went cycling while the POA ppl kenna deten,
then aft P.Geo went Adzin house,
PS3-ed then soccer...
quite ok la...but played basketball indoor...
fun:]

ps.if its your mistake admit it...dun down there gl, gan ppl when its your fault, loser
ps.ps.wad should i do tml???>:////////////////

-也许爱在梦的另一端无法存活在真实的空间-

Lessons was ok...
要知足...
aft school thn realise got CCA...
(sian half...)
then was at foyer for quite some time...
(smt made me sian diao another half:x)
then went maken thn went NCC norh...
like so sian sia...
mrFAISAL:'SiangYee, your attitude had drop a lot uh'
haiyo...ppl no mood rite?
got go alr very good le neh

catching HotShot ep 16 ltr:]

ps.我想现在到我不知道自己在想什么了吧。
ps.ps.sighhh....

Tagged by Jamal tha do this

1. Do you have secrets?
i suppose everybody have one

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
Depends

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Depends

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
hahaha...
buy, shop, eat, share , help, donate the rest:]

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Depends

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone, seeing her being happy:]

7. What best describes the person that tagged you ?
mature but not losing the child in him:]

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Give my blessings, make sure shes really happy wif him

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
seeing you happy and having understanding ppl around me:]

10. What makes you sad?
ha! dunno eh:x

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
use the mirror?
I doubt the tecnology will be so advance that i dun nid a mirror:x

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Everyone in my life but,
particularly
I think its you.

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
The love and understanding of yours:x

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but Poor. I would rather be with the girl i love instead of being rich but 'm not with her

15. What is your favourite colour?
dunno eh:x
Piano Black:]

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
sort my feelings out thn if necessary, come clear wif my girl

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Depends

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
Depends

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
depends

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
Yea

5 people to do this survey: Do at your own will:]




Then, this from Azaad

01 The person that tagged/passed me this is?
Azaad

02 The relationship between him & her is?
Classmate, Schoolmate, Friends:]

03 Your 5 expressions of him is?
Lame, (sort of)irritating, fast(?), lazy, hungry(opps)

04 The most memorable thing he had done for you?
going around half of Singapore

05 The most memorable thing he had said to you is?
erm...Sorry, I'm late(again):x haha

06 If he/ she become your lover, you will?
Immpossible la...

07 If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
understanding?(though its immpossible:x)

08 If he/she become your enemy, you will?
wat the hell can i do?

09 If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be ?
irritate me too much

10 The most desired thing you wanna do for her is?
get him the girl he awn for his Birthday:x

11 Your overall impression on him/her is?
Interesting

12 How do you think the people around you feel for you?
dunno eh...ask them?:x

13 The characters that i love about myself are?
The characters that you like

14 On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
The characters that ppl hate bout me ba...
Punctuality,
Untidy-ness
dumb

15 The most ideal person you want to be is?
A person with no worries,
healthy body and talented;]

16 For people that care, love and show concern for you, say something to them?
I dunno if there is any la...
but
Thanks for caring, loving and concerning:]

17 Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
Any 10.
01.Jamal
02.Azaad
03.Gina
04.LiShwen
05.Stefanie
06.XiuZhen
07.Cindy
08.XuanJun
09.Amelia
10.HuiMun



18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?(XiuZhen)
doubt theres any:x

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
Female(from wad i noe...haha!)

20. If no. 7 and no. 10 are together, will it be a good thing?(Cindy & HuiMun)
Hmmm...immpossible but gonna be intersting:]

21. What is no. 2 studying about?(Azaad)
'How Love Works'

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?(Gina)
Ytd:x

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?(XuanJun)
dunno eh...

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?(Jamal)
4 including him

25. Will you woo no. 3?(Gina)
erm erm...when i wanna die earlier:x
i mean when I mastered Self-defence

26. How about 7?(Cindy)
haha...no lah

27. Is no. 4 single?(LiShwen)
Yep:]

28. What is the surname of no. 5?(Stefanie)
Dunno eh:x (Tan) haha...

29. What is a hobby of no. 10?(HuiMun)
not sure eh:x

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?(Stef & Amelia)
I doubt they noe each other:x

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?(Azaad)
WestWood

32. Talk about something for no. 1(Jamal)
erm...are we there yet?

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?(XuanJun)
er...didn try:x

就像在地上的洞，
不小心掉了进去，
越陷越深，才发现

34. Where does no. 9 live?(Amelia)
dunno

35. What color does no. 4 like?(LiShwen)
Lime Green

36. Are no. 1 and no. 5 best friends?(Jamal & Stef)
not sure:x

37. Does no. 1 have any pets?(Jamal)
not sure...maybe he adopted the Loch-Ness monster(?)?:x

38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?(cindy)
I dun think i am in the position to comment:x
haha...so no comments:]

39. What is no. 6 doing now?(XiuZhen)
dunno eh:x

Yesterday
Morning,
Lessons are okay...
but Chem sucks
change to a new irritating chem teacher
just hope that she wunt teach us next year
HuiJuan flooding us wif her problems...
cant she just be mature a little?
to understand that the fact for
having two persons who love for each other is how precious?
and shes mouthing 'break' as if he dosen't care AT ALL

Went Padang.
forgotten the exact reason why:x
had fun:]
Jamal got lost twice(or thrice)
Azaad was crazy over...someone...
I think I am just thinking too much
(but i really dunno wad i am thinking now:x help?)
to round everything off,
Adzdzin wanted to play soccer
hence we asked:x
(although they noe very well that i cannot play)
we ended up wif 4 on 5
we had 4 oks?
(Adzdzin, Azaad, Jamal, Me)
didn not i can score:x
none of the opponent bothered to block me...
(MuaHaHa)
resulted in me (accidently) scoring 2/3:x
much luck uh





ps.i really dunno wad am i thinking (no, no it can't be)
ps.ps.思念变成海 在窗外进不来, 我多么希望 你能明白

YesterDay
bad bad bad...
argued wif both me mum me dad...
ZzZ
forget it...
i didn forget my smile tdy dun worry:]

ToDay
school really very boring sia...
(sigh~)
tml goin Padang:]]
(the muttons...Fiona Xie...Zouk DJ's etc etc...)
butttttttt....
u not there:C



Plans for later:(since I so early come home:x)
anyways...busy catching up HotShot recently:x
hehe...damn funny sia:x
touching also...
sad sia that guy...
"如果我不能唱好一首好听的情歌，我是不是该学会听别人唱呢？"
ep 14 le:] not bad uh...
haha...jkjk




ps.6 more days:]
ps.ps.BOO!dunMUST miss me kaes?
ps.ps.ps.smiles ppl;]

fk it!
my life sucks!
ok...sorry shouldn't start lik that uh?
even wad i blog how i blog you also wanna comment?
orh 好...
its my life...dear people...
but however sadly i have no control wadever over it
am i just fated to life this off how you ppl wan it to be?
oh...thn lets be frank...
I HATE IT
tell me...tell me...
10 years down i dun wanna look back and see...
oh...poor siangyee...all he can do is blog his misfortune...
like a girl who dun like him,
打篮球diao有这么样？
读书再读也是这样
(sigh)...
但是我又能怎么样？

tell me...if you noe (ha!) pls do



别再跟我哈啦　
我不是个傻瓜
说谎就要付出代价　
是应有的惩罚
别再跟我哈啦　
你被当成笑话
自己造成的那尴尬　
我也没有办法

Why you tell me to cross safely?
can't a car just knock me?
i reckon that's much better,
if i die...
thx the driver,
if i didn end up in the hospital,
better still...let's wait and see,
who will come for me.