你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢


now, even i am amazed by how well me smile comes up by itself.

bored.
paiseh, it was like so long since i'm here.
there's smt wrong with my com.
something, seems lik a virus or smt.
my com is sick:[
but yet idk wad medicine to give it:x

kinda used to sleep late alr.
been reading Twilight.
halfway alr:]

heading for SS later.
done math, with Azaad's help:x

Afterall, i thought i had get over with you.

went Marina Barrage tdy:]
a very nice place actually:]




Dear (the last person who text messaged you),I don’t really know how to tell you this, but (1).
I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5).
I’m sure you’re (6) enough to understand (7).
I’m returning (8) to you, but I’ll keep (9) as a memory.
You should also know that I (10) (11).
(12), Your name.
.
.
1. What’s the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Brown - The mafia wants you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister
.
.
2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes
.
.
3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife.
.
.
4. What’s the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Barefoot - Sit on
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Other - Drive out
.
.
5. What’s the color of your underwear? (gees heh)
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Purple - My mustard souffle
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk
.
.
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
House - Scarred
Lost - High
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
.
.
7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Sad - How boring you are
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
None of the above - Ashamed
.
.
8. What’s the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Green - The pictures from LA
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service
.
.
9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David’s tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college
.
.
10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked
.
.
11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics
.
.
12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
;




Dear LiShwen,

I don’t really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you.
I think I realized it When I threw up in your closet and I saw you sit on the crazy monk.
I’m sure you’re cowardly enough to understand that Santa dosen't exist.
I’m returning your ring to you, but I’ll keep my common sense as a memory.
You should also know that I always wanted to break the apartment building.

Go burn, Siangyee.

just a quiz, dun take it to heart:]

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS:]
loves.

Christmas eve:]

alrights,
stuck back here again. sadly so.
been reading Twilight.
seems so much slower reading it compared to the other books i had read.
But seemingly i got tha get used to it.
and seeing from wad everything is no, i suppose i have a lot of thing in my life which i cant change, but the best i think i can do, is to get use to all of it:]getting use sounds tiring seh.
still got lots of hw.
slowly do.
ya, was eager to go back school.
but now.
just hope and pray and wish that things would go the way i want it to be.

Afterall i have found another guy who suffer almost the same fate/life as me, the guy who owns a mum as nice as mine, as caring as mine. So things dun look so bad when i noe of someone whith a common fate of mine, living a live of ours, but controlled by others. Iving a life or others dun sound/feel so nice afterall.

cya ppl.

ps. the person that i always see in the mirror just happens to be the one i hate the most.

just me:]
had a weird dream:x
but nvm, at least get to see you?
ok, i dunno wad i am talking about.
just here to add some things to tis blog.
looking forward, Christmas:D
will be kinda boring for me:x
got any ppl celebrating out there?
have~ a lot.
but who will invite me:/
hahas:x
just say say nia uh.

oh ya, tdy, Xiu's birthday:]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

alrights, someone,
i noe who you are alr, i suppose,
i dun wanna care alr,
jiayous:]
have fun:]
shall learn from you in fact, i think?
cya!

i always thought things could wait,
but obviously, you nvr noe wad would happen the next minute.

bored.
tired.
stressed.

sigh sigh,
had basketball in the morning,
bored.
thn went home.
suck.
'Someone' nvr reply me seh.
just wanna noe who you are,
contact me can?:x

still got so many holiday assignment left sia!
suck.
dun feel lik doin seh.
sigh...wad tha do...

WOW!!
ppl do visit my blog afterall

alrighs, i shall blog clearer,
or not to blog at all,
to prevent any more misunderstandings from occurring.


someone:


poof!
back here.
yaWn...
my flu is killing me.
woke up at 3.28am, to find that's its too early thn go back sleep.
woke up like thrice or smt.
sigh.
got to wake up to stop the dream from going on.
dream or nightmare, idk.

Yesterday.
went vivo at first,
sorry i was late.
thn the tickets left the first row...ZzZ
thn go theCathay norh.
nice place indeed.
watched Twilight.
thn trained home.
boring uh.

ytd,
went library,
went JP.
haha, Jp...we went to the 1st level from the basement then
saw the travelator,
thn kinda argued its to carpark to to shops
thn there got the sign "to shops"
thn we went for it.
and guess wad?
we ended up in the same place in the basement.
haha.
alrights, stupid ppl.
then went library.
thn go study corner.
thn go JP again.
thn went carpark.
btw, carpark no smoking alr!
(budden its not till 1st Jan;])
ok, sidetrack.
think going tha catch Twilight later ba,
(ignore jelly:x haha)
alrights, that's should be all for readers here:]

I wan watch Twilight:/

forget, forgot to mention,
watched Bolt:]]
at Genting:]

but i wan Twilight now:/
may I have the pleasure, girl?

ps. Thx NGlishwen;]

'm back?
alright, bored of starting with I'm back alr.
first of the very all.
sorry Ah-zard, didn pick up your call.
cox i am stucked at home, cannot go out.
main reason number one.

so ppl,
hows your holiday?
mine sucks.
or maybe its only now?
ya, coming tha think of it,
Gina at Genting,
Rachael, Beca at Chalet.
Belle now cannot go out,
I also stuck here,
Zizou busy,
my bro go friend house nobody play PS3 wif me:/
dunno wad tha say to you you and you.
haiyo!
life is seriously boring without some noise.

I wan sch:/
weird guy uh?
my holiday assignment half there ba, thanks to Ah-zard.
weir me saying thx to him for helping in work seh.
but nvm. nid to get used to it. things are like that.

Heard that our Prom next year is at Fullerton seh:]/:[
Prom seh, nobody will go wif me.
Fullerton seh, goodbye $$.

really missing school dunno why.
heard that we are changing Vice principal:]
to one from Clementi town de math HOD
should be la...

so...
Anybody miss me, raise up your hand.
haha, predicted, none.
or one lah, you down there raising your hand to that monitor:x

told you ppl I'm fine.
now now, since when am I not>:/

yesterday.
practically the worst day of my life.
me unreasonable.
wow.
take a look at yourself, mum.

shall not blog much.

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I'll be fine.

SIGH!
wonderful day it was uh...
yea...
had POA in the morning.
quite ok.

went library later on.
wif A and B.

i really dunno wads all this about alr.
Maybe its all planned somewhere.
Thought i could let it all go.
yea, I thought.
thinking back on all the dunno that you gave,
the 'no, happy' that you spat.
ha! i said a nvm when i did mind-ed.
alright, wad had past had pass.
I noe you nvr care,
I noe you do.
It was back then i am dead inside.
Then you would jump into my life once again.
Then again, i would tot i see the endless hope,
when its a hopeless end.
blind i know, damn blind i mean i am.





Tagged by WanLing tha do tis.

1) How is the person who passed you this quiz related to you?
funny weird cox suddenly think of me:/
fun tha be wif?

2) What's your favourite thing to do?
dunno dunno dunno

3) Who are the most impt ones to you?
sigh!, friends, bro.

4) Name 5 things that you can't live without
sigh!, air, (nice) food, entertainment, friends.

5) What are you afraid to lose?
idk really. whats there to lose.
but it would be friends and my happiness?

6) Who's the last person you thought of?
dunno (ok, its a lie.)

7) Anything that you want to say to this person?
alot. as long as the person would be willing to listen.

8) What is the one thing you want to do badly now?
master the skill of 自我催眠-ing.

9) If you could do 1 thing all over again, what will it be?
dunno how to say, till thn come thn i will think bout it.

10) Do you have someone you like currently?
dunno lah

11) Any last word to say to people ard you?
Last word? I also haven die, yet.
but it would be wad Azaad would noe wad to say to who exactly:]

12) Six people to do this quiz.
name yourself can?
thx.


ps. rach, i am trying my best to quit.
quit that happen that would one day take my life,
but is taking my sorrows away for the time being.
thankyou, the person who broght me in to this,
please do not comment, for its you who get me into it.

Having PoA tdy,
no mood tha blog, no one will read:]
yea, rach is rite, haha, :], all this are fake.

原来多情人准备伤得最重

Went to library, as planned.
but went walk walk in the new Jp extension first:]
cool new shops:]
found out smt ytd,
and made me hate...
even even even more.
he can go fuck himself alr.
happy fk-ing.

Alright,
I'm here again.
feel like goin to school,
dun feel lik seeing
dun think would be msg-ing much,
bill exceeded damn lots.
Maybe somethings are better left unknown.
sigh.
some ppl, some thinking.
anyways, biased-si-ty sucks.

ps. Gina, you had thought to highly of me, I'm just SiangYee:]

bored bored bored.
had a good news in the morning.
no POA lesson:]
but is aft i wake up thn noe de.
sian eh, thn go back sleep:x
hahas, get well soon Jamal:]

Think I'll be starting my holiday assignment tml:]
hahas, thx ding dong:]




希望 期望 失望

alright, alright.
'm back.
had many experience of things?
idk la.

alright, alright,
haha,
Hari Raya tdy rite?
Selamat Hari Raya ppl:]
haiyo, dunno wad tha blog:/
had pool at Genting:]
haha:]
fun it was.

haiyo,
just realised got POA lesson tml.
sigh.

dunno wad tha blog.
will be gone tml,
dun sms me:]
do miss me,
no,
dun:]
nth tha add alr ba, byes.



我想我只能学会适应吧，
我知道我们都没有错，
只是放手比较好过，
最美的爱情回忆里带去:]
谢谢。

Sorry people,
Its seemed so so loong since i update le:x
paiseh uh.
Was busy these few days.
Kinda bored too, luckily got PS3:]
haha, wanna train my winning eleven,
or i will kip losing at adzdzin house:x
but still bored eh,
miss school, haha, crazy:x
but go sch i also haven do my holiday assignment:x
damn lazy to even start doing it sia.

Now every night its getting harder and harder to get into sleep sia
i dunno why.
sigh sigh sigh.

ps. cheers for ah-lan-jiao:]
psps. good luck Azaad:]
pspsps. Jiayous(all the best) Fauzi:]

Today, the weirdest thing happen.
ok, not weird, surprising?
Supposedly have POA thingy tdy,
but due to some misinterpreting of words,
its canceled without me knowing:/

End up, I went tha lend basketball from Tim and played alone:x
sad uh.
hahas, play dao sian le jiu go back return norh,
paiseh uh, disturbed ur sleep:x
went kenny cafe tha get some drinks,
and saw,
or i thought i saw,
you-know-who:)/:(
haha,
issit fate or wad?
i dunno.