MV's

2009-11-20T13:01:00.003+08:00

hello everybody:) back again, I know its almost a month since the last post, well, this post existence is mainly due to Pam, who is kinda noisy about my dead blog, and Azaad, who is damn happy that he dun have tha blog, and that is of cox to put the blame on his Baby who is being so kind to him..

Well well, O's end alr, nothing much happened recently. Went overseas a day after my last paper, came back for class Chalet which I only get to sleep for lik 3 hrs? Thanks to Azaad again. hmmm, had my Frist day of work at Ion ytd, it was pretty much of a standing still shopping experience which typical teenage girls would enjoy (not me). You get to have tired legs, like what you get when you shop, and a freaking empty stomach for long hours. Well, think thats all that's interesting. hmmm, Its gonna rain alr, byes:)

ps. Paranormal Activity is a dead nice show:)

2009-09-27T22:35:00.003+08:00

BOO!
haha, no idea how long I was away, neither I have any idea what kept me away, BUT, I aint stalking anyone (k?). Left with 20 plus plus days to the O's, sighs, tough life, tough life. Random, went Batu Pahat this morning with my Dad and Grandparents:) not that fun fun, interesting kinda trip, but was rather a eye-opener to a little different background, a rather different ppl are living when crazy ppl like us are slogging everyday in school (excluding weekends, holidays and days after Farewell:P haha), simple easy life with a haircut at merely S$3. Wanna have a few days there after my O's eh? just alone, time reflecting, yea, cool place. hmmm, 4 more days to Farewell Assemble:D/:C hope I'd left a good impression on you guys ba, if its bad also nvm, at least you'd remember me:p Kinda miss school already, miss the recess, miss skipping lessons, miss texting under tables, miss writing love notes on the tables, miss copying in test from the worst students in class, miss laughing a lame jokes in class, miss singing-aloud-no-matter-how-suck-it-is, miss peering over at the cute girl next door, miss laughing at stupid acts of friends, miss sleeping during long and boring talks in school. haha, so sad uh...Awwww, dun cry..I'll be having long sleep till the afternoon when all of you are in school, haha, I'll not be having school for dunno how long, I'll not be wearing the same thing as all of you ppl, haha. Ok, thats very bad, but well, thats reality.

here's me signing off:)

ps, miss me.

2009-09-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

Shall update in detail next time:)
In the midst of prelims...ZZ!
yaWns..Miss sleeping that deeply, forgetting everything.

I'm.missing.you.so.so.much.girl.

2009-09-11T12:04:00.002+08:00

tsktsk, Azaad didn reply me. Left them early ytd, went Grandma's place:) Physics is officially driving me nuts.
Boredom.
The moon was beautiful yesterday night.
Didn get to sleep nicely, a few hours i think, peering over my phone like throughtout the night.

2009-09-10T11:08:00.001+08:00

My Relationship


Security	67
Avoidance	60
Ambivalence	61
Worry	56
Merger	67

You have good security in your relationships and receive comfort from being around the people you love. This helps you to cope with life and to be strong in other situations.

You have some commitment issues and often find it difficult to commit yourself emotionally to a relationship (specifically new ones). This means that other people can find it difficult to get close to you and may not draw as much satisfaction from being in a relationship with you. Making an effort to open yourself up more to new relationships could help you to have more emotional stability and to enjoy relationships more.

You stress a bit too much about relationships and can sometimes place too much importance on their success or failure. Worrying less about relationships and spending more time enjoying them will help their longevity and success.You are moderately worried about being abandoned in your relationships, and do spend some time worrying if your partner, family or friends still love you. However generally you are able to overcome these feelings. You are sometimes overly clingy in relationships and may try too hard to dominate the affections of people who are close to you. This behaviour can sometimes have a bad effect on the relationship and may drive people away.

Free Poll

promise rings

2009-09-08T00:46:00.003+08:00

opps, I didn't meant to fall in love, but I think i did.

Went playing Warrior with Azaad, Mark, Elton, Jaz, Jian Yang.
haha, was funny, enjoyable, painful (ouch!)
I almost beat a uncle up accidentally. hahaha!
ok, think all thats interesting.

School was fine today, just irritating for those repeated takes.

oh yea! no school HAHAHA! tot those losers to have! haha, just kidding, dun take it to your heart k?:)haha, ENJOY school though.
nearly forgot i dun have school alr, nearly type 'School's fine, nothing interesting, blabla'

hahaha, seems like its getting to me lik a habit alr, good or bad you decide:)

oh shit, i think i laughed too much:x (HAHA!) pardon me yo emos, having a break from it. Thanks, to the one who killed her. :PPPPPPPPPPP
cya, no more YOU-KNOW-WHO:D haha, Harry killed HER!
haha, craps...VOLDY is a girl! muahahaha(girlish tone, from Tom Riddle)

2009-09-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl, for my long absence. School's as usual same people around, here and there, same things repeating again and again. Prelims. missed two papers. two of my worst, no loss. Chemistry was fine, best paper till now, cox the rest suck. Oh yea, the moon's beautiful tonight, nice weather, bad timing. sighs. Life's going a totally different ways, maybe thats how life takes flight, starting off with such bumpy turbulence. Lets just hope there'll be some nice air stewardess though. Just kidding. Come on ppl, all my friends and those who wanna come along. *Ding dong* next stop: idk where...erm, Fun:)

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did.

ps. If you are peeping girl, I'd tell you thats staring.

2009-08-21T23:34:00.003+08:00

ever think that your life sucks? ever think that you are having the worst siblings ever? ever think that you are going crazy(or you already are)? watch the following videos and think again. Have a good laugh though. hahaha:)

look at the dog, even a animal cant stand him:x haha!

haha, now what do you think?
and btw, be more patient in life. (cause you never know when are you being filmed by your sibling) hahaha
oh yea, don't try this at home. Even if you do, rmb, I did NOT post this here:D haha.

here's a respond to those vids.

this guy does looks like timonty, dosen't he?

2009-08-16T08:34:00.000+08:00

Boo. I'm back:)
Watched 'Where Got Ghost?' ytd. Was really funny. hahaha, Copy-Dog, Copy-Pig. yea..maybe that's what I really need now, a Comedy:)
oh shit, I'm running late for my tuition now, shall update later, or not. haha.

2009-08-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

Went Esplanade ytd to catch the fireworks with Tim and Azaad,
the vid of the firework's below, bad quality though, bear with it, sorry.
ok, the real thing was awesome:) haha, there are nice things, there are not that nice ones. Nice is of course, the firework, the breeze, the people, the atmosphere. But the downs are the cost of things there. Guess how much is a pack of regular 7-11 size nachos there? $3? nah, nowhere near, ok, somewhere around there, just its multiple, $6. Tim was like 'Is that the price for 3 packs of that or something?' ok, the price of the food there was WOW. Now Banquet sells cheap food. hmmm, would the three of us come back to catch the fireworks again next year after we spilt up after Westwood? or would there be more coming with us next year? haha;) or Would we bump into each other there? or by then fireworks are banned in Singapore. Maybe some terrorist use it to spoil the Singapore Flyer. ok, shall be gone:)

obviously the wind came by the wrong direction:/

2009-08-09T11:53:00.002+08:00

ok, blogger's a little sot, or maybe it dun work in Google Chrome or smt. ok, had quite a fun study session ytd with Azaad, Jaz and Rach. haha, lots of stupid things, irony and contradiction making everything so fun, hope Jaz's head is much better now eh? But obviously there's a coward who text me, saying some bullshit and hiding behind his/her phone, awww...and cause of a 'promise' that person decides to shut up and not let out his name. hmmm, nobel eh? Idiot. If the purposeof you sending my that is to show that you're a utter coward who acts on the order of another human being, you had made your point, keep it up, whoever you are. But if you wanna irritate me, obviously you are being irritated now. Enjoying it don't you, huh? all the attention and stuff, hmmm, seems like you are suffering from a attention deprived, ego, ignorant small bubble of your own world. If you wanna make a comment, leave it with your name, if its a constructive one, I'll reflect on it, for goodness sake, if its a message without a purpose, a message for the sake of your boredom, there are volunteers around the island catering to your special bubble you are living in, well, check those numbers out on your handbook uh, or for desprete situation, there's a 995.

2009-08-07T08:45:00.002+08:00

Everyone's in school now, I'm at home:) haha, i'm sick, i mean really sick, fever, something wrong, with my stomach, body aching.. hmmm, issit true that as long as one focus on the finishing line, all the obstacles in the process is redundant? just wondering. Some people gets what they want, but gotta live with what they have. so everyone whose reading, work for what you want now for your future, think, in lik 10 years time, do you wanna live with what you had worked for or you wanna live with what you have? this thingy just came to my mind like yesterday night. alrights, school's with lots of ups and downs..looking forward to my 2.4 run:) hmmm, would be catching the fireworks on sunday:) haha, bet it would be another crappy outing with tim and azaad...alrights, shall end here, byes ppl, till we meet again:)

2009-08-03T22:47:00.001+08:00

hi. been long...maybe its just the feeling within me, feeling that i could count every second that's creeping by me now. School's nowhere near interesting, discipline check the first thingy in the morning. Guess wad? ya, you're right, got a share for me on the barber's side of the quadrangle. ok...that's boring. went Jaz's place tha study, a little. And then well, crap and stuff.. All those laughters in the crowd, overwhelmed loneliness filled me, seeing love blooming around me. hmm, not that i'm sad about these happy highlights, but it sort of bring to remind myself, self-pittance you might say. Lets just say its lik a stem in the midst of the orchard, looking around, seeing one by one blooming into beautiful flowers, but you're there, just there, wondering when would it be your turn, or even would your turn even be here? haha, ok, what am i crapping. Goodlucks to those who needs it, well, that's should be all.

ps, consider it carefully, esp when its for the rest of your life on your body.

some people gets what they want, but some just have to live with what they have.

2009-08-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

All those nights we danced by the moonlight, conversations 'bout nothing till midnight:)

ellos ppl:) woke up early for Church today, yaWn.. haha, was all in time for the bus when i'm heading back home, seems to had everything planned uh, bus coming at just the time i reach the stop even though the number of ppl queuing was just a few:) haha, ok, random-ness..but then again, went tuition in the afternoon after Church, and went Mac, followed by Floravale's study room and did some studying:) Today's overall fun, but to think that tomorrow's monday again, half of my excitement and joy is inflated, but the other half of anticipation and overwhelming curiosity of what will be in for me tomorrow:)
oh yea ppl, i know you're reading, leave a tag alrights:) you'll never know how much changes it would make:)

I've walked yhe road with nothing but sorrow,
Without a word from her.
But through all these sorrow,
all the lessons i'd learnt from her

2009-08-01T12:28:00.000+08:00

Heyyo. School's as usual, haha, ok, but there's always something more that normal:) but shall blog just PG contents ppl. haha, still remember standing at 4th floor looking at how 'rain' was created. haha..Tim's house willbe playing a big part of our secondary school life. haha, all the hmph, and hmphs happening there, all the noise we started to music crated. haha, all the joy, all the sorrow, all the thrill, haha, bet he would never forget, all the good times, (or maybe bad times for him) but all the crap all the nonsense maybe the story you would be telling your grandchildren 50 years down the road eh? hmm, should had gone to town today with Tim and Ashrul and gang...sighs..stupid tuition. haha, but who cares, there gonna be some fun anywhere eh? oh yea, Thanks Pammy for the nice songs that revived my music library:) thanks to all who had just finish reading this:)

2009-07-29T19:14:00.000+08:00

If you wanna make the world a better place, take a look at Yourself, and make a change.

Today...started with a hour and a half of Pure Geo, hanging on very hard. I'd survived most of the lessons today:) had just realise that the O's aint anywhere near far alr now. and the whole class, i mean the whole, seems lik that they are all still in sec 1. Maybe its due to stress. haha, but whatever it is, its fun:) hmmm, hating the fact that I would be missing my last Cultural expression. sighs.. seeya people, I know you're reading. haha, stop guessing who, its you. YES! You, who else? haha, or maybe, you, the one behind you. Lame sia, Siangyee...

2009-07-27T16:47:00.000+08:00

Mr Chan showed us this video in the morning. haha:)

Today is fun:) Lessons seems to pass so fast, didn really realise time slipping by so fast. Thanks to all for the presents and cards:) Hanyong, Nick, Pammy, Shayna, Hengjie, Jiabao. Further thanks to all who wished me a Happy Birthday:) thanks for remembering, and appreciation to those who stayed up late, and sent msg-es at special timings yea?;) hmmm, we'll be having mass assembly tomorrow uh, missing it loads. Hope the week ahead would be nice:) see you people:)

ps. acting like a 6 year old.

2009-07-26T12:10:00.004+08:00

heyheyhey, here again, just back from Church, hmmm, went Eastcoast again yesterday:) was fun, yea, fun. Felt weird. the feeling seems to had linger around me for a long time, seems like i had only just realize its there. ok, back to Eastcoast, were there with Azaad, Tim, Shayna, Hanyong and me:) hmmm, cycled a long way this time round. Had just realize how beautiful Eastcoast's beach can be. If only yea? haha, building my dream house there. every morning when i wake up, just jump into the deep blue sea behind me, my house built by sand, a sand castle haha, wad dream eh? but firstly, what's a castle without a beautiful princess. haha, crazy guy. oh yea, Forgetting refers to one not having the past influencing what he/she does now:) let go of things that are restricting you from flying people, what's success without failures? Lies. So people. when rejoice when you fail, cause it means you are closer to success:) hmmm, sorrow is the absence of happiness people. smile, laugh, sing, dance, rock your life off, inject that blast of happiness into your life ppl:)

Behind the scenes:

haha, a guy with a hole:x

2009-07-25T07:00:00.002+08:00

hi:) this is early, dead early. hmmm, heading back to school around later? thn would be going to East Coast with Hy, Shayna, Tim and Azaad:) haha, hope we would have lots of fun yea? There's nth much happening around. Just the usual lame guys around crapping on-stop, starting all the nonsense the moment they open their mouth, machiam diarrhea. Oh yea, bad Pammy pulled Hanyong's shirt's button off. haha, ok, not that dramatic. Hanyong's button drop off because Pammy pulled it:) Alrights, shall be back later to add indetails:) bye for now:)

2009-07-23T17:22:00.007+08:00

Blogger's ill on my com, hence using my fone to blog instead now:) so did anyone miss me when i'm gone? Haha, doubt there's any. Hmmm, i'm sorry ppl, my brain dun seems to be in the right condition recently. Sudden shot of randomness, a few drops of silence, quite a number pails of tiredness. Maybe those are the ingredients to my current eccentric way of expressing myself. What a bad time for this.
Sighs. Alright, there aint much interesting stuffs to blog. Had MT LC yesterday, its fine i think, though most of my answers varies from my friends, but who cares, its over and i cant really do much about it, can i? Cant wait to have a proper sleep one of this days. sighs. On a happier tone, I'd done with all my chinese papers:) and the graduation day is coming closer everyday, lets just hope that it would be a good thing to be. Realized that my basketball skills had dropped a lot, sighs, siangyee, siangyee, what happen to you? had lots of boring lessons now everyday, practically forcing myself to stay up every lessons. I'm lost, I need you here.
Hmmm, 27th July is coming:)
Hmmm, 27th July is coming:(

Ps. Cant wait to catch HarryPotter and the 1/2 blood prince.

2009-07-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

277th post:)

I'm down with flu... :(

ah-CHOo..

sighs.

lots of homework.:(

totally dying alr...

ok, dead.

now school had lost its purpose,

No Air-con:x

and my reviving factor for concentration in class is gone.:(((

sighs..

ps. Do all you can for today, do it neat and do it well. You never what would come tomorrow.

2009-07-14T22:28:00.001+08:00

My Horoscope for the day.

You're confusing indecisiveness for deliberation. Make up your mind, already!

Overview

Education is important to you throughout your life -- you know that school is more than just a jail for children! Today brings a new opportunity to expand your sense of what makes the world tick.

such senses uh.

sighs, yea, time to make up my mind uh.

School's alright.

haha, many funny things happened(once again:x)

haha, budden its just funny, cant blame me ma...

also many sad things happens..

sighs...

(not emo)

haha, such irony.

alrights, so I was at the topic of 'School's as Usual'

Farewell thingy is on Children's Day ppl..

its lik a mixture of feelings.

Finally bidding goodbye to this particular place which had brought me much sadness, grieve, stress, frustrations, panics, boredom, happiness, joy, laughter, love, patience.

Though i hate this place.

But I love it too.

haha, who knows, H1N1 thingy may have the O's cancelled, and all of us would be taking our O's with the Sec 3's 2009. hahaha...

Dream on..

ps.11days.

2009-07-09T18:40:00.002+08:00

School's back:)

ok, its not that great, just better that what it had thought to be.

ok, crap.

lots of funny craps happened throughout the week. haha

its like almost anywhere, there will be something funny.

classroom, canteen, KFC, Mac, Basketball court, Hanyong's house....

hahaha, cant stop laughing.

ok, it sounds too good to be a peep into Siangyee's life dun it?

haha, it is true though:)

positive changes, changes lifes:)

watched MJ's farewell thingy ytd.

its sad.

its sad to see a life end just lik this,

when hes such a talent while hes alive.

and from now till forever, but he had been a guy with impact,

a guy whom will go down people's life in their memories, their lifes.

His life is one that had changes many other's.

His mere existence had changed the way people listen to music forever.

This brought my mind to my life.

Asking myself daily;

Would anyone miss me when I'm gone someday?

What had i done to make someone else life better today?

What would people say on the day I'm dead?

What would be as the Siangyee that had once been in their life?

Would I be just a passer by or one who had changed your life?

Would I still be remembered when I'm deep down beneath the Earth or burned to ash?

Would it be only by then, then I realise who I'd really loved.

ps. 17days away.

2009-07-04T13:26:00.001+08:00

Hate to see my friends in a state of despair, helpless, a feeling that he had done so well hiding behind that smile of his.

takecares.

2009-07-02T13:08:00.002+08:00

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh~ I believe
Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因

Oh~ I believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

2009-07-01T11:54:00.004+08:00

hmm, third day into the extended holidays:)
Buried by the lots of homeworks and homeworks and homeworks..
sigh, haha, had lots to do, so wasn't much into updating:x
ok, thats an excuse.
sigh, the thing is there's aint much for me to update:x
trying very hard to study,
trying damn damn hard to act blur.
smiles:)
days are long, years are short.
I was wrong
Not everybody gets a second chace:)

2009-06-25T22:16:00.002+08:00

Rules and regulation of the tag:
All 20 people must do unless you don't have a blog or no time.Write the names of 20 friends you can think of in your head,And then answer the questions.
After doing this,tag your 20 lucky friends to do the same.

1.Azaad
2. Timonty
3. Elton Thong
4. Rebecca
5. Rachael
6. HuiMun
7. Yuling
8. Belle
9. Jamal
10. Camellia
11. HanYong
12. Shayna
13. Amelia
14. Angelica
15. Pamela
16. XiuZhen
17. JiaBao
18. Johnston
19. Terrence
20. LiShwen

1. How did you meet 7 [Yuling] ?
in school, through NanKai and HuiMun:)

2. What would you do if 15 [Pamela] and i had never met?
Get to know her?

3. What would you do if 20 [LiShwen] and 1 [Azaad] dated?
HAHAHAHA! LAUGH UNTIL (erm, i dunno how to describe budden very bad) HAHAHA!

4. Have you seen 17 [JiaBao] cried?
Nope:)

5. Would 4 [Rebecca] and 16 [XiuZhen] make a good couple?
hmmm, kind of nice ba.
hahas, kidding:x
of course not!

6. Do you think 11 [HanYong] is attractive?
hehehe, yea, (I know you're reading haha)

7. What's 2 [Elton] favourite colour?
well, erm..., well, ya.. eh... not sure eh:x hehe
budden i think its bright cheerful colours like lime green, lemon yellow ba:x

8. When was the last time you talked to 9 [Jamal] ?
About 12 hours ago?

9. What languages does 8 [Belle] speaks?
well, erm, English, Singlish, Chinese, Higher Chinese, hokkien ba:x

10. Who is 13 [Amelia] going out with?
erm, hehe... :x

11. Would you ever date 17 [Jiabao] ?
hmmm, haha, nvr knows:)

12. Where does 18 [Johnston] live?
Singapore!

13. What's the best thing about 10 [Camellia] ?
haha, kinda lots eh, Understanding, Patient, Funny.. etc etc.:x

14. What would you like to tell 3 [Elton] right now?
erm, steady uh, erm erm, help me say get well soon to your slippers:x

15. What's the best thing about 20 [LiShwen] ?
hmmm, a very good person to text:)

16. Have you ever kissed 2 [Tim] ?
NO!

17. What's the best memory you have of 5 [Rachael] ?
Having a Red Crumpler bag:x hehehe.

18. When’s the next time u gonna see 9 [Jamal] ?
Who knows, maybe in my nightmare later:x haha, i have absolutely no idea lah:x

19. How is 7 [Yuling] different from 6 [HuiMun] ?
Yuling is more mature ya, no offence:x hehe,
Huimun plays Basketball better:x no offence:x

20. Have you gotten into trouble with 8 [Belle] ?
yea, hell lots:x
gotten trouble tgt with her and got trouble with her:x
poor me right?:/

21.Would you give 19 [Terrence] a hug?
Yea sure.

22.When have you lied to 3 [Elton] ?
haha, yea:x a prank more like it.

23.Is 12 [Shayna] good at socializing?
Is creating a Clique with ppl she know in just a few hours means good?
thn shes hell good:)

24.Do you know a secret about 16 [XiuZhen] ?
Think so:)

25.Describe the relationship between 12 [Shayna] and 8 [Belle] .
Ex-West Grovians and, school mates:)

26.What's the best thing about your friendship with 9 [Jamal] ?
Haha, can chat about everything under the Sun:)

27. What's the worst thing about 4 [Rebecca] ?
hmmm, none:)

28. Do you have a crush on 12 [Shayna] ?
Actually...
haha, no lah.

29. How long have you known 2 [Tim] ?
Sec 1, so it will be 3 and a half years:)

30. Does 11 [Hanyong] have any girlfriend/boyfriend?
nope! (hey girls, Hes SINGLE:))

31. Have you wanted to punch 1 [Azaad] in the face?
yea, hell lots of times, haha, kidding, not now even if its yes~ haha, jkjk

32. Have 20 [LiShwen] saw your parents before?
Nope. doubt so.

33. How did you meet 8 [Belle] ?
hmmm, she the unlucky girl who sat beside me when I'm at Primary 5:x

34. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 13 [Amelia] ?
Nope

35. Did you live close to 16 [XiuZhen] ?
Nope. kind of far, 2 Mrt Stops away.

36. What's 8 [Belle] favourite food?
(hehe, dun kill me:x)not sure eh:x

37.What kind of car does 7 [Yuling] have?
Toy car ba:x

38.Have you ever travelled anywhere with 3 [Elton] before?
Floravale, Westwood, Gekpoh mac, bla bla..

39. If you gave 15 [Pamela] a $100 ,What would he/she spent on?
no idea:x

40. Have you dreamed about 14 [Angelica] before?
haha, i forget my dreams after i brush me teeth:x hehe.

done! YAY! finally:x do only if you want k?:)

2009-06-24T12:07:00.002+08:00

I've no idea what had life become for me.
I dunno why but everything seems so meaningless already.
Studying, Sleeping, Playing, Everything.
even eating, drinking, staying alive.
Sigh.
Maybe its what i had put as my priority,
things and people who wunt give a damn about me now.
Sometimes i really wonder, how can some be able to let go of things so easily,
while some had to be stuck with what they hate to have.

If everything has its place and time, then maybe somethings are just never meant to be.

2009-06-23T11:33:00.002+08:00

The person who asked me to do.
Amelia

Your relationship with him/her.
Friends, Good friends, the girl in the class down stairs:x

Your first impression on him/her.
hmmm, forget le:x

Your most memorable moment with him/her.
erm, erm, erm, i dun think theres any eh:x

The most memorable thing you said to him/her.
hmmm, a lot eh.

Will him/her becomes your lover?
no lah, cant be:)

If him/her becomes your lover, what would you like him/her to improve on?
hmmm, lets count...
haha, kidding, nothing ba, love one for who they are:)

If him/her becomes your enemy, what will you do?
Try and resolve?

If him/her becomes your enemy, what will be the reason?
erm, being too good de friends:x

The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
to finish this quiz up:/

Your overall impression on him/her.
Funny, understanding, happy, cheerful girl who knows when is the right time to do the right thing

The characteristic you love most about yourself.
idk:/ not lik theres any:x

The characteristic you hate most about yourself.
Soft hearted, stupid, careless, extra, noisy, paranoid, too optimistic.

The most ideal person you want to be is?
hmmm, a little less stupid, a little cleverer, a little less noisy, a little more thoughtfulness, a little more decisive, etc etc..

For people that care and like you, say something to them.
haha, thanks for being there ppl.

Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you .
1. Azaad
2. Elton
3. Rebecca
4. Rachael
5. Timonty
6. Han Yong
7. Shayna
8. Jian Yang
9. Johnston
10. Gina

Who is 6(hanYong) having a relationship with?
hmmmm, with erm erm, no-one ba

Is 9(Johnston) a male or female?
Male, right?

If 7(Shayna) and 10(Gina) were together, would it be a good thing?
haha, absolutely no:x

What is 2(Elton) studying at the moment?
haha, not sure...

When was the last time you had a chat with 3(Rebecca)?
a week ago?:x

What kind of music does 8(Jian Yang) like?
not sure eh, international pop ba.

Does 1(Azaad) have any siblings?
1 older sister, 1 older brother, 1 younger brother, 1 younger sister

Will you woo 3(Rebecca)?
haha, ppl unavailable:x

How about 7(Shayna) ?
this one also unavailable:x

Is 4(Rachael) single?
yep...

What's the surname of 5(Timonty)?
Wong

What's the hobby of 5(Timonty)?
Watching Simpsons, sleeping, and sleeping:x

Do 5(Timonty) and 9(Johnston) get along well?
Think so..

Where is 2(Elton) studying at?
Westwood

Have you tried developing feelings for 5(Timonty)?
hahaha, I aint gay.

What colour does 4(Rachael) like?
uh-oh:x

Are 5(Timonty) and 1(Azaad) good friends?
yea, of course.

Does 7 (Shayna) like 2(Elton)?
hahaha, who knows:)

How did you get to know 2(Elton)?
hmmm, thru the bubble tea shop at Gekpoh

Does 1(Azaad) have any pets?
nope.

Is 7(Shayna) sexy?
hmmm, beauty is in the eye of the beholder:)

How is 4(Rachael) related to you?
haha, Friends, Junior:)

2009-06-11T21:25:00.002+08:00

haha, as suggested from Elton:]
lazy to blog le:x

Plurk.com

2009-05-31T18:47:00.003+08:00

hi,
267th post.
tml's Chinese O's alr.
hmm, bad news, Tim's in hospital.
sigh.
get well soon k?
in the mean time so miss him.
dun worry, for your convenience a picture of him is just below.
miss him, stare at him:x

ps. the world's unfair, get use to it:)

2009-05-29T18:44:00.003+08:00

Chinese intensive sucks.
sighs.
so fast O level alr. ZZZ
haha, fast also good:]
faster holidays.
then there comes extra lessons.
sighs.
and a whole stack of a freaking POA holiday Assignments.
nice uh?
cant imagine the pressure of spilling everything i had learnt for the past four years in just plainly 90mins, in October. sighs.

Zhangyi's leaving speech: Do everything to your best. And not to regret when you look back years later.

Monday, Chinese O's.
oh no.
Tuesday, where ChiThio meets my Mum.
ZzZ.

I didn't think that I could feel this pain Until I saw the stranger that was you:)

2009-05-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

see the heart?:]

been to Plaza Sing, Vivo:]
coool.
now, i'm dead broke.
sighs.
erm erm,
btw, Yuling, you have the potential in lit:]
haha,
change song cox bored of last time one alr ma:x
and the new one is nice:]
then still got the chinese song cox ya, nomatter change wad still got something left of the previous one ma:]
nice right? Mary Jane:]

see you ppl.

ps. 拥有了同时也失去什么:]

2009-05-21T21:11:00.002+08:00

GAME OVER

:)hi
hows the day of yours?
sigh, failed like so many subject:/
aiya, idk wads there to blog exactly:/
MYE over, Mother tongue intensive lessons starts tml.
one ending spells the starting of something new.
Changed blogsong,
changed me perspective of things.
Changed emotions,
happy = laugh, sad = smile, angry = smile, not happy = smile:)
hahaha, sounds great eh?
:]
see you.

2009-05-15T20:37:00.004+08:00

been long.
It had been so long.
Time came and go,
how i wish they could take my memories too.

haha, exams, exams, exams.
ha-ha-ha.
funny.
It seems to be kind of stupid for all the exams now. ZZZ
tired, bored, sick, dead.
and the chinese O's is just weeks away.
help.

anyways, i've nothing much to say,
nothing much been's happening.
yea, nothing much:x

so long ppl, be patient, it gonna be long.
miss me?haha, you're lying.

我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你:')

2009-05-01T21:35:00.004+08:00

Irony.
Azaad's smiling, Timonty is at the bottom of the see-saw with Adzdzin on the other side.
(kind of blur:/ budden learn to live with wad you have.)

我一路向北
离开有你的季节
你说你好累
已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹
过往的画面
全都是我不对
细数惭愧我伤你几回

2009-04-26T17:11:00.004+08:00

Yesterday

A very fun, relaxing day:]
had movie in the morning,
17 again.cool eh.
haha, funny funny show:]
then, had a very last minute plan to Sentosa:]
didn expect that.
but its damn fun.
more than what i had expected:x
:]

A art piece by Shayna Ching.

when shayna, our photographer take this pic below,

'YAY! i got a pic of this Baby girl!'
then the mum's respond to her exclaim,
'erm, hes a boy.'
HAHAHAHA!!
think there's something wrong with wad she see:xAnother baby:]
this...is a girl:x

then, went ahead to vivo for dinner:]
poor Shayna.
she looks as if she dun mind getting punch by Hanyong.
haha.

I'll be back, Sentosa:]

2009-04-19T23:22:00.006+08:00

Today

Hanyong and Azaad were both not in school today.
Its like so so so boring:x
sighs.
had soccer training.
i noe i suck.
leg hurts.

goodluckALLTHEBESTjiayousGOODLUCK
for your SYF tml;]

Yesterday

kind of blur...
it writes, No-Smoking, prohibited by Law (you):x
haha, tha happy guy:]

there's one more...
hahaha.

hahaha.

went to the library, kind of late alr.
with Azaad, Hanyong and Shayna:]
nevermind:x
ya, manage to do some of my work.
but was talking most of the time:]
Its like finally we could talk without the presence of a teacher around targeting us.
after much of books, craps and chattering,
went to LJS for out loooong awaited dinner.
just went there and take away to Hanyong's block downstairs to makan:]
its damn hot:x
managed to try out his Wave board.
I keep on fall loh.
ZZZ.
budden Azaad seems to get the hang of it damn fast.
the best one was Shayna who seems as if shes kissing the wall:x
hehe.
no offence:x
haha, very funny seh.
then talk talk talk, laugh laugh laugh, jiu go home le:/
Shayna is very commendable loh,
so hardworking thought we REALLY go study seh, bring all the textbooks, TYS, bla bla,
her bag is freaking heavy:x
hehe. sorry.
budden shes lik so optimistic on the walk home.
haha,
'last traffic light, yay. Home, here i come!'
haha, so excited going home:x
steady right?
next plan, Sentosa:]=

2009-04-17T22:54:00.002+08:00

with love, every little sacrifice is worth it, even giving up your favorite McSpicy for a McVege.

well, thats Hanyong:]
changing into a whole new man,
one with lesser vulgar, lesser fats:x
UP-SIZED patience, and laughter:]
jiayous!:]

Had Award's day ya.
haha, so nothing-to-say.
okok, see you ppl soon:]

2009-04-13T19:37:00.005+08:00

boo.
haha:]
a smile makes the day better:]
school's getting better:]
but dun really enjoy pure as normal alr.
haha, me lah, talk talk talk.
alamak, still got loads of POA to go:/
jiayous jiayous,
jiayous jiayous to those with SYF coming up:]
tend to laugh at nothing a lot seh:x
is that being happy?
haha:x
or crazy le:x
hahaha, dunno when would i be blogging again seh:x
see you ppl;]

ps. i wan contacts:/
psps. imy.

2009-04-07T19:43:00.003+08:00

'dun judge its book by its cover'
things are not usuallyjust simply how it seems:]

It had been a while,
since i'm here yo.
schools still a bore.
sighs.
lessons i mean.
teachers in particular.
Cross-country thursday.
:/

What to trust, what not to.
Its getting difficult just to draw that line.

Received one whole big stack of POA pass year papers.
now, there will seriously be a mountain of homework.
grr.

你说你害怕因为你受过伤
不需要害怕因为我不是他

2009-04-04T10:01:00.004+08:00

bag founded.
sigh, washing to be done.
yea, shuffle up my blog songs le.
mm.
planning for town tml.
and monday's school again.
sian.
:/ nothing much to say neh.
listen more, more closely:]

看着你,
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远

:/ going out with family later. boring:x
just bored.
empty inside out.

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能回
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天

got 10/10 for chemistry test!
:)
haha! for once.
first time siol.
i mean second:x
the first one is a year ago i think,
the rest all fail de.:/

你想要的我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的

2009-04-01T21:54:00.002+08:00

Dun blame things on your luck. Whatever you are going through is considered lucky as compared to me, the guy with the worst luck ever.

Tell me, who on earth misplace their own BAG. Siangyee. I suppose i'm now the poorest soul on earth. I'm in debt of lik hundreds wif my mum, and poor in the other sense, who the hell cares if i jump off now, when the so-called dearest mum hope that i would just die and save her trouble.

Thanks amelia, for msg-ing me, if not i would had left my fone in my bag:) xiexie.

2009-03-24T20:35:00.002+08:00

heyyoboohihellos

Today,
Tuesday,
Rev-up.
haiyo,
irritating, boring day.
Math is like so...
dun understand wad hes teaching.
ZZZ!
POA is getting a lot better:]
hmm...
laughter in SS, P.Geo, and many more:x

HanYong lives up to his name:]
Shayna, cheerup!
Azaad uh...haha, you had your KitKat alr, smiles.

ps. can't a flick get rid the unwanted in a person's life?

2009-03-22T21:32:00.004+08:00

*notice the two rainbows?

(time management.)
hmmm...
i manage time,
time manage me.
ZzZ
there's the dunno wad attire check tomorrow.
had my hair cut-ed.
Z!
shall not waste time here alr, also nobodycome read one!!!

2009-03-19T14:16:00.003+08:00

We are meant to lose the ones we love.
How else would we know how important they are to us.

tsktsktsk.
things are getting bad nowadays.
I'd become the bad guy of the net:/
sighs.
(haha...)

Why am i here so early?
Why didn't i sleep longer:/
tsk, cause someone pangseh me, then need to guai guai de at home de hw:/
sian neh, still got Math assignment, Chinese TYS:/
Watched Yesman, Ipman, The Da Vinci code, Kung Fu Dunk again, half of 'the Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons', and a bit of Twilight.

yea, just thought of it, there's no school today:]
like finally:]

off to finish up the hws...

2009-03-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

sigh.
don't know why am i here for.
bored i think.
nothing in specific to do:x
or should be no mood to do anything in specific.
caught a few things floating in the air while staring in the empty space.

Some people gets what they want.
But some, got to live with what they are given.

today, today, tuesday.
school, or rather, extra lessons are a bore as usual.
went soccer after that.
my luck is seriously going down.
or my blurness.
me, can even fall into a drain.
sigh!
wads with me!
forget it,
goodluck to those having SPA,
goodluck to those having more boring lessons as the days come,
goodluck to those who neads it.

giving away luck, no wonder my luck is at such.

sometimes when i think of you, part of me would start to wonder if you are thinking of me too.
but normally it would make me laugh over this funny thought of mine.

2009-03-13T20:13:00.002+08:00

catch your last glimpse of me, people.
I'm so so so so dead!
My result slip.
7 subjects.
6 were underlined.
1 got a 50.
someone please shoot me.
anyone, please.

A week of holiday.
7 days supposedly.
4 were taken up by extra lessons.
I deserve it.
2 pieces of Chinese TYS to be done.
I deserve it.
I dunno how am i going to study.
nothing is going in in class.
it would be better if i die suppose,
not to jump or something,
make myself useful at least,
now i think that the terminally ill deserve more the opportunity to live my life.
(though it it 'quite' sad, boring, irritating, sad again, etc.)

sigh.

2009-03-10T21:03:00.003+08:00

fly, fly and away!

Today, Tuesday,
had rev-up, pushball.
my SHOE!
stupid.
sunday just wash seh>;/
then wash again...
ZzZ.
school was alright.
HanYong is Great:]
hes funny, and everything. haha
thankyou.
Shayna too, shes understanding...
lalala~
Azaad also.
dunno how to describe lah.
aiya, thanks people.
I'm not sad, I'm just not happy.

You said you don't care,
but it's obvious you do.
life's never fair,
and that is always true.

Fly sorrows fly:]

I've been trying to erase the depression,
and try to set my eyes on someone new.
but nothing I do improves the situation
As no one would be able to replace you

(: the curve which makes wonders
): the curve that makes all the difference.

credites,
post-it in the pic, Shayna:]
stanzas of thingys, Azaad:]

2009-03-08T22:00:00.004+08:00

Its Sunday.
but i had nowhere to go.
ended up planning on a trip to Mac to do homework with Azaad.
didn last long there though:x
went Adzdzin house had a game of football (playstation)
before heading downstairs for the real thing:]
made a choice that made my $45 flying away :(
said yes to Adzdzin for his offer to join his team:x
i bet he is so going to regret that, I CANNOT PLAY!
haha.
he taught me a few things basics to football:x
but i think i'm too impatient that i kept imitating his professional moves:x
then had a match or two:]
injures my toe:(
lesson learnt: not to play soccer bare-footed.
my nail broke, and bleed. sadded.

ouch!

when to find JianYang too,
on the way there, think of a lot of things.
Have you ever thought, behind every face smiling,
there's a story of them they would never want to be reminded of,
the appearance of theirs may be just a mask used to cover scars beneath.
everybody may seems to be on their own,
but behind they, there's their family, their friends.
every life is intersected,
one affecting the other.
maybe its just that we did not notice it now.
but the effect is already there.
so, dun grumble if you were to have to do something extra:]
maybe that would be a blessing in disguise you had yet to know:]

things aren't always nice as it seems on the outside.

btw...

This is JianYang.:]

2009-03-05T19:47:00.003+08:00

for you.

flu caught me today.

sec 4 = study :/
study = boring.
boring = poof, sleep.
sigh sigh.
study hard.
orh.
the world is full of lies.
i dunno who to trust.
i dunno wad to believe.
sighs.
a limit to jokes:]
sighs.
looking forward to a match with you dude, -------!;]
1 on 1
just for fun.

I'd found you. when will you find me?

2009-03-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

sorry for the blur thingy.
hand got prob:/
sigh, a boring eventful day:/
life's alright.
but, it seems too good for me to take it.
conjuring a smile is easy, meaning it takes some effort though.
I'm tired.
I nid a sleep.
if only i could sleep forever.
hmmm...
at least in my dreamland, i could float here and there,
without worries, excerpt that how are you, are you fine:]
sounds nice;]
stupid, saturday gotta head back to school for chem remedial.
sigh.
bye ppl.
till we meet again.

2009-02-26T20:41:00.002+08:00

i love for my baby
i care for my baby
i really do.
>:/

2009-02-25T21:32:00.002+08:00

it's beautiful.it appears only after the rain.but will you even stand the rain with me to enjoy such a sight.

2009-02-21T18:06:00.002+08:00

Apologies.
My keyboard is dead once again.
sigh. that's why i didn't update much.
And i doubt many would find their way to this bor-est place on earth.
Thanks Muhammad Azaad Bin Shukor,
I get to update:]
School, as usual, boring.
But there were some interesting stuff,
like flying (paper)planes in the class,
from the initial 'motive' to cheer Ah-na up:]
but i think we did too much,
ended up putting smiles on faces of the whole class:x
(cannot be sure that they are really happy though)
Then, heard that our school counsellor Ms/Mrs/Mdm Vergis
fell asleep while being the rubbish bin where a sec 2 girl dump her problem unto her.

Thanks to xiao-ming's friend, giving me something to look forward to everday,
than to walk here and there for nothing.
Thanks to Shayna for your whole roll of qiao ke li.
Thanks to Jaz for my MM.
Thanks to BJ(BalJit) for fun.
Thanks to You that made me reconsidering before deleting this place.
Thanks to Azaad once again for his help for me to update once again:]

3 smiles.

2009-02-06T19:11:00.003+08:00

I'm sick.

Fate. Why.
pull me out of the game and throw me back.
funny uh?

Eh boy, your fever is affecting your eyes le lah.
It's playing tricks on you.
How the hell can that girl on the bus be her?
haha.
maybe, you are thinking too much, of her

2009-02-05T19:39:00.002+08:00

boo!
school's boring!
Friday got hair check hor,
dun bring fone:]
I'm bored.
there's CCA, POA tomorrow.
Hope things would get better as times goes by.
damn tired.
wanna sleep lo.
i dunno what the hell is there for me to blog seh.
please ppl, please do NOT misunderstand k?
dun misunderstand anything:]
shall be gone..
byes.

get well soon Azaad,
9 more days to Valentines:]
and i'm AVAILABLE.
ask me out. haha, jkjk

2009-02-02T19:38:00.002+08:00

today was GREAT! didn see :)
alrights.
Its not so great not seeing...afterall.
but its mixed.
ok, drop it.
Had PE today, High Jump:]
woots.
haha kinda fun, but hit down that stupid pole once.
but they say i cleared it with a lot of excess seh:X
but it feel so close.
ok, thn there's math, finally understand something out of nothing:]
thn, after school went for Pizza :]
haha.
yea. haha.

cheers to Pam, Shayna, Azaad.

hate it to be ignored.

2009-01-30T21:42:00.002+08:00

Had been so so long since i'd updated.
paiseh.
nothing much happened eh.
bored seh.
school is boring.
nothing much to do.
cannot do math de graph. the dunno wad coefficient thingy.
zZz.
thn, chem.
all the formulas to memorise.
ZZZ.
bored.
stress.
CCA, as usual, boring de lo.
haha.
looking forward to the sports meet(?)
idk lah, there dun seems to be anything to look forward to.
takecares ppl, those who are goin to China:]
dun get lost.
haha, take good care of yourselves uh!
cya!

2009-01-24T15:23:00.003+08:00

It's new year. it means visiting, eating visiting eating.
mothers.
how much can they say.
I'm going crazy.
i dunno what happen to me ytd. spend money lik wad.
sigh.
anyways, Thankyou Lishwen for your delicious thingy that you baked(i think:x)
and i also realised.
My handwriting goes haywire when i am damn pissed, irritated, impatient.
No wonder it seldom look nice.
Its so boring here.
Feel so tired.
Last for yesterday.
i hope its really the last.

爱不是一加一, 努力就有结局.

2009-01-22T19:56:00.002+08:00

Ignore my previous post,
i was just bored.
Dun believe it.
today was nice, pleasant.
for a day at least.
Sec 4 sucks.
long lessons, boring teachers, complicated topics.
hmmm...
see what had stress done to my dear friends on my tagboard.
dun be shocked yet,
there are worst.
eg. throwing crushed papers at ppl around in class, throwing paper aeroplanes and many more.
yea, we are not-so Enviromental-friendly.
crap.

bye ppl, oh yea,
恭喜发财.

2009-01-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

maybe you thought that by leaving the wound alone, it will heal by itself. but some wound deteriorate more as it is left there unattended, ignored.

2009-01-20T20:03:00.002+08:00

today started bad.
was damn giddy.
in other word, on the verge of passing out any moment.
Had vertical run.

New Year's coming.

no mood, damn tired.

at least he can put a smile on your face.

2009-01-18T13:59:00.002+08:00

ppl ppl,
lame seh:x
haha, today, erm...
kinda nice:]

something to be happy about,
Man UTD top the EPL alr:]
muahahaha....

and also, its Jay de birthday.
Happy Birthday;]

ok, dunno wad tha blog le seh:x

2009-01-16T19:52:00.002+08:00

back again.
ytd was great i mean it ended great at least:]
tdy, at least i saw someone smile:]

alrights, today, lets see...
nth much eh,
tomorrow got reunion dinner:]
makan makan.
muahaha.
crazy guy.
aiya, forget it lah, nth to say.

2009-01-12T19:49:00.002+08:00

boo!
ok, lame.
school is fine.
my the other phone spoil alr :C
thn i was hoping my dad will let me buy the fone i wanted(:])
budden, he gave me a phone supposedly for my mum:x
haha, not bad eh, N82:D

CCA fair was alright.
NCC, as usual, boring.
so was watching the Performing ppl twice:]
nice performance ppl.
ok lah, the uniform groups kinda boring seh.
But, nice one ppl.
but that Krys uh...
haha, kidding!

dunno why seh, last week uh.
now, Jurong is small.
Really small.

alright. didn blog often mainly due to that i dunno wad tha blog.

sigh.

2009-01-09T20:31:00.000+08:00

blank.

2009-01-06T20:25:00.002+08:00

ok, a bit restricted to what i could blog.
but its okay.
suppose to do my POA now.
my fault again, (as usual)
indecisive.
being in the class without any teaching is worst enough alr.
If i were to drop its not the fault of my teacher.
cause, shes quite a good teacher, not to deny that:x
(weird eh? praising a teacher.)
I'm so exhausted now.
Z!
school so so big, walked to avoid still meet.
hmm...
my school is small.
Anyways, saw considerably one of the nicest/hottest girl in Jurong:]
i mean two:]
at least that brightens my day a bit.
heard that she has a sister in Westwood.
(eh??)
(ya, funny, you just Siangyee hor.)
then the other one,
last year West Grove^^
this year BoonLay.
Z!
but shes really WOW.
nobody mind me saying that about another girl right?
(ya, nobody mind, like so duh, -.-, whatever?)
alrights. shall be gone.

爱,是不是不开口才珍贵

2009-01-05T19:38:00.000+08:00

oh, what a day.

2009-01-03T18:37:00.003+08:00

Had a haircut.
sucks.
yea, there will be PE on monday:]

2009-01-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

pleasant day it was in school.
kind of.
started off with me sitting at the back of the class.
choosing class names fome like wad, 20 choices?
ended with 4four.
cool eh?
btw, (sidetrack)
Azaad just send me some pics.
(WOW)
hehe.
sorry uh ppl, for our eyes only xP
dun jealous though:]
ok, back.
recess was boring.
Zz.
i dun wan cut my hair. :/
thn aft school.
haha, shhh...
i still dun wanna cut my hair>:/
anyways, did i mention that Darren Chua Yu Da is our Chairperson?
:]/:[
haha, jkjk,
anyways, Allan seems fine to me:]
good.
but someone else aint:x
cheers to Azaad and someone else and every other who are not well.

2008-12-30T13:55:00.000+08:00

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

now, even i am amazed by how well me smile comes up by itself.

2008-12-27T12:59:00.002+08:00

bored.
paiseh, it was like so long since i'm here.
there's smt wrong with my com.
something, seems lik a virus or smt.
my com is sick:[
but yet idk wad medicine to give it:x

kinda used to sleep late alr.
been reading Twilight.
halfway alr:]

heading for SS later.
done math, with Azaad's help:x

Afterall, i thought i had get over with you.

2008-12-25T19:54:00.008+08:00

went Marina Barrage tdy:]
a very nice place actually:]

Dear (the last person who text messaged you),I don’t really know how to tell you this, but (1).
I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5).
I’m sure you’re (6) enough to understand (7).
I’m returning (8) to you, but I’ll keep (9) as a memory.
You should also know that I (10) (11).
(12), Your name.
.
.
1. What’s the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Brown - The mafia wants you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister
.
.
2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes
.
.
3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife.
.
.
4. What’s the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Barefoot - Sit on
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Other - Drive out
.
.
5. What’s the color of your underwear? (gees heh)
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Purple - My mustard souffle
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk
.
.
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
House - Scarred
Lost - High
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
.
.
7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Sad - How boring you are
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
None of the above - Ashamed
.
.
8. What’s the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Green - The pictures from LA
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service
.
.
9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David’s tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college
.
.
10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked
.
.
11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics
.
.
12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
;

Dear LiShwen,

I don’t really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you.
I think I realized it When I threw up in your closet and I saw you sit on the crazy monk.
I’m sure you’re cowardly enough to understand that Santa dosen't exist.
I’m returning your ring to you, but I’ll keep my common sense as a memory.
You should also know that I always wanted to break the apartment building.

Go burn, Siangyee.

just a quiz, dun take it to heart:]

2008-12-25T00:33:00.001+08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS:]
loves.

2008-12-24T14:23:00.001+08:00

Christmas eve:]

2008-12-23T16:14:00.003+08:00

alrights,
stuck back here again. sadly so.
been reading Twilight.
seems so much slower reading it compared to the other books i had read.
But seemingly i got tha get used to it.
and seeing from wad everything is no, i suppose i have a lot of thing in my life which i cant change, but the best i think i can do, is to get use to all of it:]getting use sounds tiring seh.
still got lots of hw.
slowly do.
ya, was eager to go back school.
but now.
just hope and pray and wish that things would go the way i want it to be.

Afterall i have found another guy who suffer almost the same fate/life as me, the guy who owns a mum as nice as mine, as caring as mine. So things dun look so bad when i noe of someone whith a common fate of mine, living a live of ours, but controlled by others. Iving a life or others dun sound/feel so nice afterall.

cya ppl.

ps. the person that i always see in the mirror just happens to be the one i hate the most.

2008-12-22T11:10:00.002+08:00

just me:]
had a weird dream:x
but nvm, at least get to see you?
ok, i dunno wad i am talking about.
just here to add some things to tis blog.
looking forward, Christmas:D
will be kinda boring for me:x
got any ppl celebrating out there?
have~ a lot.
but who will invite me:/
hahas:x
just say say nia uh.

oh ya, tdy, Xiu's birthday:]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-12-21T19:40:00.000+08:00

alrights, someone,
i noe who you are alr, i suppose,
i dun wanna care alr,
jiayous:]
have fun:]
shall learn from you in fact, i think?
cya!

2008-12-21T19:21:00.001+08:00

i always thought things could wait,
but obviously, you nvr noe wad would happen the next minute.

2008-12-20T18:29:00.002+08:00

bored.
tired.
stressed.

sigh sigh,
had basketball in the morning,
bored.
thn went home.
suck.
'Someone' nvr reply me seh.
just wanna noe who you are,
contact me can?:x

still got so many holiday assignment left sia!
suck.
dun feel lik doin seh.
sigh...wad tha do...

2008-12-19T11:40:00.005+08:00

WOW!!
ppl do visit my blog afterall

alrighs, i shall blog clearer,
or not to blog at all,
to prevent any more misunderstandings from occurring.

someone:

who are you i really dunno.

but you say that I'm someone i noe.
unless you are a vampire, the one in twilight,
but from my memory,
i doubt my mum knows abt my blog,
but i'd glad to noe who you are,
for you are nice enuff to read my archives.
no hard feelings dude/babe;]
anyways, its about my mum last minute
say i cannot stay over the chalet:/
dun be so sensitive yo.

poof!
back here.
yaWn...
my flu is killing me.
woke up at 3.28am, to find that's its too early thn go back sleep.
woke up like thrice or smt.
sigh.
got to wake up to stop the dream from going on.
dream or nightmare, idk.

Yesterday.
went vivo at first,
sorry i was late.
thn the tickets left the first row...ZzZ
thn go theCathay norh.
nice place indeed.
watched Twilight.
thn trained home.
boring uh.

2008-12-18T09:07:00.002+08:00

ytd,
went library,
went JP.
haha, Jp...we went to the 1st level from the basement then
saw the travelator,
thn kinda argued its to carpark to to shops
thn there got the sign "to shops"
thn we went for it.
and guess wad?
we ended up in the same place in the basement.
haha.
alrights, stupid ppl.
then went library.
thn go study corner.
thn go JP again.
thn went carpark.
btw, carpark no smoking alr!
(budden its not till 1st Jan;])
ok, sidetrack.
think going tha catch Twilight later ba,
(ignore jelly:x haha)
alrights, that's should be all for readers here:]

2008-12-15T12:39:00.002+08:00

I wan watch Twilight:/

forget, forgot to mention,
watched Bolt:]]
at Genting:]

but i wan Twilight now:/
may I have the pleasure, girl?

ps. Thx NGlishwen;]

2008-12-14T17:07:00.003+08:00

'm back?
alright, bored of starting with I'm back alr.
first of the very all.
sorry Ah-zard, didn pick up your call.
cox i am stucked at home, cannot go out.
main reason number one.

so ppl,
hows your holiday?
mine sucks.
or maybe its only now?
ya, coming tha think of it,
Gina at Genting,
Rachael, Beca at Chalet.
Belle now cannot go out,
I also stuck here,
Zizou busy,
my bro go friend house nobody play PS3 wif me:/
dunno wad tha say to you you and you.
haiyo!
life is seriously boring without some noise.

I wan sch:/
weird guy uh?
my holiday assignment half there ba, thanks to Ah-zard.
weir me saying thx to him for helping in work seh.
but nvm. nid to get used to it. things are like that.

Heard that our Prom next year is at Fullerton seh:]/:[
Prom seh, nobody will go wif me.
Fullerton seh, goodbye $$.

really missing school dunno why.
heard that we are changing Vice principal:]
to one from Clementi town de math HOD
should be la...

so...
Anybody miss me, raise up your hand.
haha, predicted, none.
or one lah, you down there raising your hand to that monitor:x

told you ppl I'm fine.
now now, since when am I not>:/

2008-12-13T09:53:00.002+08:00

yesterday.
practically the worst day of my life.
me unreasonable.
wow.
take a look at yourself, mum.

shall not blog much.

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I'll be fine.

2008-12-11T19:36:00.002+08:00

SIGH!
wonderful day it was uh...
yea...
had POA in the morning.
quite ok.

went library later on.
wif A and B.

i really dunno wads all this about alr.
Maybe its all planned somewhere.
Thought i could let it all go.
yea, I thought.
thinking back on all the dunno that you gave,
the 'no, happy' that you spat.
ha! i said a nvm when i did mind-ed.
alright, wad had past had pass.
I noe you nvr care,
I noe you do.
It was back then i am dead inside.
Then you would jump into my life once again.
Then again, i would tot i see the endless hope,
when its a hopeless end.
blind i know, damn blind i mean i am.

Tagged by WanLing tha do tis.

1) How is the person who passed you this quiz related to you?
funny weird cox suddenly think of me:/
fun tha be wif?

2) What's your favourite thing to do?
dunno dunno dunno

3) Who are the most impt ones to you?
sigh!, friends, bro.

4) Name 5 things that you can't live without
sigh!, air, (nice) food, entertainment, friends.

5) What are you afraid to lose?
idk really. whats there to lose.
but it would be friends and my happiness?

6) Who's the last person you thought of?
dunno (ok, its a lie.)

7) Anything that you want to say to this person?
alot. as long as the person would be willing to listen.

8) What is the one thing you want to do badly now?
master the skill of 自我催眠-ing.

9) If you could do 1 thing all over again, what will it be?
dunno how to say, till thn come thn i will think bout it.

10) Do you have someone you like currently?
dunno lah

11) Any last word to say to people ard you?
Last word? I also haven die, yet.
but it would be wad Azaad would noe wad to say to who exactly:]

12) Six people to do this quiz.
name yourself can?
thx.

ps. rach, i am trying my best to quit.
quit that happen that would one day take my life,
but is taking my sorrows away for the time being.
thankyou, the person who broght me in to this,
please do not comment, for its you who get me into it.

2008-12-11T08:55:00.001+08:00

Having PoA tdy,
no mood tha blog, no one will read:]
yea, rach is rite, haha, :], all this are fake.

原来多情人准备伤得最重

2008-12-10T21:07:00.003+08:00

Went to library, as planned.
but went walk walk in the new Jp extension first:]
cool new shops:]
found out smt ytd,
and made me hate...
even even even more.
he can go fuck himself alr.
happy fk-ing.

Alright,
I'm here again.
feel like goin to school,
dun feel lik seeing
dun think would be msg-ing much,
bill exceeded damn lots.
Maybe somethings are better left unknown.
sigh.
some ppl, some thinking.
anyways, biased-si-ty sucks.

ps. Gina, you had thought to highly of me, I'm just SiangYee:]

2008-12-09T19:26:00.003+08:00

bored bored bored.
had a good news in the morning.
no POA lesson:]
but is aft i wake up thn noe de.
sian eh, thn go back sleep:x
hahas, get well soon Jamal:]

Think I'll be starting my holiday assignment tml:]
hahas, thx ding dong:]

Pu Tong Peng You - David Tao

希望期望失望

2008-12-08T20:51:00.002+08:00

alright, alright.
'm back.
had many experience of things?
idk la.

alright, alright,
haha,
Hari Raya tdy rite?
Selamat Hari Raya ppl:]
haiyo, dunno wad tha blog:/
had pool at Genting:]
haha:]
fun it was.

haiyo,
just realised got POA lesson tml.
sigh.

2008-12-04T20:38:00.002+08:00

dunno wad tha blog.
will be gone tml,
dun sms me:]
do miss me,
no,
dun:]
nth tha add alr ba, byes.

我想我只能学会适应吧，
我知道我们都没有错，
只是放手比较好过，
最美的爱情回忆里带去:]
谢谢。

2008-12-03T21:41:00.002+08:00

Sorry people,
Its seemed so so loong since i update le:x
paiseh uh.
Was busy these few days.
Kinda bored too, luckily got PS3:]
haha, wanna train my winning eleven,
or i will kip losing at adzdzin house:x
but still bored eh,
miss school, haha, crazy:x
but go sch i also haven do my holiday assignment:x
damn lazy to even start doing it sia.

Now every night its getting harder and harder to get into sleep sia
i dunno why.
sigh sigh sigh.

ps. cheers for ah-lan-jiao:]
psps. good luck Azaad:]
pspsps. Jiayous(all the best) Fauzi:]

2008-12-01T11:46:00.002+08:00

Today, the weirdest thing happen.
ok, not weird, surprising?
Supposedly have POA thingy tdy,
but due to some misinterpreting of words,
its canceled without me knowing:/

End up, I went tha lend basketball from Tim and played alone:x
sad uh.
hahas, play dao sian le jiu go back return norh,
paiseh uh, disturbed ur sleep:x
went kenny cafe tha get some drinks,
and saw,
or i thought i saw,
you-know-who:)/:(
haha,
issit fate or wad?
i dunno.

2008-11-30T21:47:00.002+08:00

Got my new iPod:D
damn nice...
wooots!

anyways, dunno wad tha post ,
then tagged by jelly tha do tis damn long quiz:/

Rules of the quiz.
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B. Tag 9 people to do this quiz and those who had been tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.
C. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

(do at your own will neh:x)
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)
9)

1. What have you been doing recently?
Sleep, online, play, sleep, eat:]

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yea, when it go haywire:x

3. What happened at 10am today?
in my dad's car to Expo:]

4. When did you last cry?
dunno eh

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah.

6. What do you want in your life now?
A freaking nice O'level cert:]

7. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
no?

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope

9. What was the last movie you caught?
Rush Hour 3:]
watched it again due to ulltimate boredom

10. Does the person know you like him/her?
dunno

11. NO QUESTIONS...
...

12. Do you speak languages other than English?
yea yea...

13. Favourite websites?
nope, no particular ones

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
POA lesson, the rest depends on fate.

15. What do you think you are like?
dunno lah:/

16. Who would you choose to die with?
If i can chose, i dun wanna die:x

17. Where have you been today?
Expo, home, Aunt's workplace, kopitiam, toilet, bla bla...

18. What game(s) do you play often?
guessing games, got forced into it, often

19. Who are you missing right now?
You, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you, you and finally, YOU! -panting...-

20. If you have to choose between friend and love, which one would you choose?
both:D

21. What are you doing now?
Doing this quiz thanks to Jelly...

22. Which primary school were you from?
West Grove Primary School.

23. Name 3 colours you like.
Black, white, blue.

24. What emotions do you like to show?
dunno:x

25. What is life to you?
living it to the fullest:],
for its here for a purpose.

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
flood it down:x,
easier said than done uh

27. Who did you last chat on MSN today?
no one.
poor thing uh:x

28. Who do you admire most?
dunno:]

29. Which month were you born in?
July:]]

30. How ya feeling right now?
happy, sian-ed by tis:/

31. What is the time now?
10pm

32. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is like?
skinny:x, lammmmmmmme......ok, its quite unfair saying tht, damn damn damn damn lame!

33. What colour do you use to dye your hair?
brown?golden?:]

34. Why are you doing this quiz?
cox of jelly!:/
stop reminding me why i am doin this

35. What do you do when you're moody?
-

36. At which state you want to get married?
in a state where...i dunno eh:x not sure.

37. Who is more important to you?
er..., you, you, you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,you ,ya , lazy to include the rest, you noe who you are:]

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
bid goodbye to everyone's house, while flying to see Jay Chou real life, before, telling you wad i really meant, and go burn WWSS down:D by tht time i think i will have bout a few hours left?then if you respone aint so nice, i think i will end it faster:]

39. Who is/are the people you trust most?
you,(...) you noe who you are lah...haha

40. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Sure:]

41. If you had a dream come true, what would it be?
haha, it wunt.

42. What is your goal for this year?
Finish my holiday assignments and have a wonderful Christmas.:]
(same as jelly de:])

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yep

44. What feelings you love the most?
happy:]] satisfied, and...

45. Do you really think it's global warming now?
Yes. dun kill the trees>:/

46. What feelings do you hate most?
Heartache, heartache, heartache, sadness?

47. Do you like doing quizzes?
depends:]

48. Do you believe in God?
Yea

49. Who cares for you the most?
dunno?
tell me if you do:]

50. What do you think are the most important things in your life?
You, the will tha let me live, Air, to keep me alive:], Friends, there for me:]

51. What will you bring in a fight?
Betty chaw! hahas:x kidding.
my fone:]
an AK,
maybe a parang, lend from jelly:x

52. What have you regretted in your whole life?
many Many Many things.

53. What do you do if nobody cares for you any longer?
dunno dunno

54. What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-time you?
dunno, like that lo, can do wad sia.

55. How do you feel now?
Tired? sian:x

2008-11-29T00:10:00.004+08:00

with you, without you.

7 hrs to tha competition, hahas, good luck.
yaWnnnnn,
feeling weird eh?
haha:x
i wanna go out, i dun wanna stuck here.
homework never look better haha, xz...yea?
It looks downcast outside.
Or its just me and my eyes, my glasses.
hahaha...who cares~

heyyo,
just wanna share wad I trip by yo;]
eNjoy

Geek in The Pink - Jason Mraz

2008-11-28T11:24:00.004+08:00

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKS!
I so so so hate this so-near-yet-so-far feeling!

sigh?
haiyo, sigh where got use.

anyways, i HATE nextchill:x
my throat...zZzZz...
kinda better alr:]

:)

still dun feel lik doing hw.
:I

hahahahahahaha...
not fun one,
kinda predicted this alr loh...

2008-11-27T13:18:00.004+08:00

2 more days to the competition, choristers.
3 more days to my iPod(hopefully).
4 more days to the next POA lesson.
5 more days to my next free day:x, hopefully.
6 days later, I wan go East Coast park, I wan cycle.
7 days later! the movie release of BOLT:]
8 month to my birthday:D

我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过.

ps.why all this avoidings?

2008-11-26T10:44:00.004+08:00

11, 4 days.
Its been long since I last have it.
I doubt its an addiction,
more of something i cannot live w/o.
But i suppose I should get used to it,
they are just wad I'm not suppose to have.
Every night,
I dunno why,
It would just come up to my mind.
Then, the first thing I'd do when i wake up,
check my msg-es,
dun wan you to be alone when you need someone the most.
Then, coming to think of it,
:)
i wunt be the first person that would come up to ur mind if you need someone ba:)

自我催眠 - Show

我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走

2008-11-24T21:18:00.002+08:00

dunno wad tha blog eh:x
choir flying off tdy:)/:(
hahas,
left a lot of holiday hw to do neh:[
anyways,
think Prague would be ~~quite~~ very fun:/
youssss, will be missed, hahas
alright, dunno wad tha do tml alr:x
yay! goin IT show on sunday:DDD
10 days lo,
x.x
haiyo, jiayous on ur medicine eating:x
get well soon!
paiseh,
random:x
takecares for those who are sick and travelling!

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